a bad friend alyssa is

A phone call. Painful one.

L : I call, engaged. Pehal?
P : Was on call. Sup? Takda mood to speak. In crucial pain so please make it fast.
L : Part aku je pain kan *sob*.
P : Yes, you're a pain. Takkan la call just to dengar aku sakitkan hati kau?
L : You're a bitch.
P : At least I'm no slut. Wehh ada apa niii?
L : Saja, Wan sihat?
P : N.O.Y.B.
L : What the hell?
P : None of your business.
-I hung up-

3 minutes later..

L : Now you ada Wan you hung up on everyone eh?
P : Nah, just you. Babe, watafak la you naaaak?
L : I nak ajak you some where. I'm sure you'll be delighted.
P : Mana? Buat apa? When?
L : Ampang *giggle*. Kau dgn Amer, aku dengan Wan. Cool?
P : As cool as a baseball bat on your face. Oh how delighted.

Lys, I hate you.

a girl's confession

If you ever come across me anywhere today, you could see the obvious big smile on my face. You could see how I sing and dance along by the road and saying Hi to everyone. Okay, just keep in mind that I'm not crazy or anything. I'm just happy to be taken by Ridzuan Ahmad<3 and mind me bragging. Now now, let me have my moments.

I couldn't ask for anything more than meeting a guy like him and now I thank God that I've finally found him. Suddenly I rasa macam nak sing Mariah Carey's Thank God I've Found You. I can, so lantak la what people want to say ke, yang penting right at this very moment.. Saya, Puteri Nur Afiqah binti Ramli, IC 900110146646 sangat happy cause I've finally found the one guy I truly want to be devoted to. (Besides Dad)

Now be jealous cause you don't have a guy like him and I do.


And therefore, I wish that Ridzuan Ahmad is happy being in a relationship with me as well. Cause there is nothing I want more than that. I love you.

To R : You don't have to be sedih every time I sedih or worried about kesihatan I and if I'm eating right. Just know that I love you and every single thing about you.

PS Lys, get over yourself. Wan taknak pandang kau pun.

Aw :)

Takeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen , and kicking <3

letter to love

Dear R,

I'm sorry for being a pain. For letting you hear all the whine and crazy talk
almost every night now. I'm sorry for not being able to be there, yet.
Hopefully I will soon. I'm not sure how soon but I'll make sure that soon
come fast. So that you don't have to wait. And when I do, I'll remind myself
to behave properly and girlishly. Although I'm not sure there is such word.

All I wanted to say is, thank you for being such an amazing person I've thought
I'll never got the chance to encounter. Thank you. Xo.

Yours Truly.
P

everytime i look at you, i see myself

R <3

can you tell a lie when you speak the truth?

Hello blog readers! Its raining outside and I felt mellow, so I blog. Yes, I'm sorry I haven't blog as much as I used to. In my defense, I haven't updated my tumblr as well. So, yeah its equal. Booo. What a loser :(

Anyway, I have a good day today. Although I haven't done anything. I have a great time with the twins. Cute creatures, very. I believe that one day, those two rascals will grow up to be a charmer, a handsome one. Sorry, they're twins. I should say handsome ones. Come visit Auntie Ieka when you're free okay boys. I miss your dimples already. *cries*

Oh oh and I finally owned the Superman t-shirt I've always wanted! Yay me. Its orange and its pretty. Kak Long got the same one but we had different logos. Mine is way way prettier. You could refer to my display picture on this blog (right up there), MSN and pictures in my Facebook folder. I'm not very much of a vain anymore so, ignore my fugly face expressions will you? Thanks.

***

I love holidays but I miss my friends. I really do. Especially Yana and Sha who left me alone in Bangi doing the Business effing Studies. I miss all the whining, the tears, the dramas, the shopping, the eat-your-heart-out, the karaoke, the laughs, the drool over hot guys, the class skipping, the shouting, the teasing, I MISS EVERYTHING. The subjects is getting easier but the social life sucks without you two :( And I hate to say this (I really do actually), I miss the boys as well. The extremely annoying Hadi, Muiz, Ryan, Alam, Odan, Apiz, Adi, Naim and Nas. Group hug!



PS/ R, thank you <3
I love you :)

to all the aws and ohs

If I'm in a reality tv program, you could see me throwing pillows and crying my arse off right now. But reality check, I'm not. I am very very confused right now and how I wish I could talk to someone about it, but I cant. Its all about a girl's ego and pride. Those sort of thing, ya know? Well maybe if I stop typing in circles and just get to my point, you would. Wouldn't you?

They say being human is hard. I know. I'll laugh at the same quotation as well. They say human has hearts. With heart comes emotions. Eff emotions, susah betul jadi perempuan ni. Everything is doubled. Okay serious shit, I had no idea what I'm typing.

Perhaps later. I need a good sleep or someone red. You know who you are.

"Cinderella had written her own happy endings, its time for you to write yours.." - Qie.

your never ending smile

Its a tiring day. Don't ask me why, cause I have no particular reason for you. But one things for sure, its a good day. Yeap, a good day. Iya's home after leaving me for three days and I'm not home alone anymore. I ask her if she wants to sleep with me last night and she said yes. Ah man, I love my little baby ;)

I have a hard time falling asleep these past few days. We all know how bad my sleeping disorder is right. Perhaps not? But it think the case is getting serious nowadays. Hm, perhaps it'll go away.

Oh and fyi, I've finished reading Nesser's Borkmann's Point and I have to say, I am pretty impressed! The book is awesome, boring at first but it'll 'wow' you at the end. You should go out and get it. Its worth every penny, I must say. Thank you Momah, I guess I underestimate your best judgement towards books. Lets go book shopping again! Pronto.

Oh and I'll be going back to Pilah tomorrow. RAYA! ;)

animal lover, me likey

Sorry, can't help it. Lovin' the picture.

I'll name him, knight.

I was browsing through the web trying to increase some knowledge about animals. Its funny cause I was never an animal lover. Hard to believe? Believe it. I couldn't stand having hatred towards animal especially those furry kittens that runs around the house. Hello, should I remind you that I am Ailurophobic? The worst case there is. However, over the years I found myself very fond of this rascals. Still my heart pumps 10 times faster when a cat pass by. Especially the house cats. Which is why I prefer the persians. But I have to say, owning one is higly impossible since Momah and Niena are Ailurophobic as well. We're just people with flawless. Deal with it. However, anyone who would like to volunteer to help me overcoming this fear of mine, you guys are most welcome.

I find myself to be, animal lover in one way or another. I love watching the Animal Planet but sure, that doesn't prove anything does it? I love white tigers the most but they're dangerous. Its not like I could pet them and keep them at home. I could be his first meal. The white tigers are the prettiest of their kind! I wish I knew a place in Malaysia where I could go and visit them.

Oh and then there's sharks. My favorite? The Great White. I know, its weird right! I love their eyes although its true they did give me the creeps and had been one of the reason why I avoid the sea. I know there's no shark in Malaysia's sea but come on, it freaks me out! But I love them still. Hehe oh and the Basking Shark, they look funny and probably the less freaky shark I've seen (on the internet like duh!). Sea creatures gives me the creeps but still, they're God's best creation. Without a doubt. :)

Oh and check this out. I want to attend this so bad. Take me here and I'll love you, forever. Check out the web. Da Vinci Exhabition

its a boy girl thing

Hi again. I like it when my blog looks pretty, it makes me what to update more often. Haha silly. Anyway, I wouldn't want anyone to misinterpret my intention of making friends. Its not that I'm choosy, no.. and I certainly am not being snooby. Sorry if I gave the wrong impression though.

Few weeks ago, a fourteen year old boy add me on Facebook. His intention was obvious; to find an interesting girl and flirt. I knew but I played along. I was just trying to make friends anyway. He ask me a lot of questions, my name, where I live and theres always that question.. "You sekolah mana?" I answer "Seafield" and ends with a pause. He went to USJ 4 High School if I'm not mistaken and ask me how was school bla bla bla. I seriously hate to state the obvious that I had left Seafield for almost, 2 years. I told him that and add on with.. "I'll be 20 soon". You know what happens after that? A longer pause from him and the next time I visit his page, I notice that he deleted all the comments. Hahaha now his second intention was; to find a YOUNG girl and flirt and that boys and girls, seriously made my day.

=)

come and visit

The clock will struck 12 anytime soon. Not that it'll make any difference but yeah I thought I'll be nice and tell you the time. I.Am.Bored. Serious shit. Alynn was suppose to come over to watch some DVDs but I bet she's still asleep. Pfft.

Baby brother got Maths exam today. Shesh he is studying so hard and I hate it. Cause obviously he would obtain a better result that I did the last time. He studies all the time! You should drive by my place and you could see for yourself. I ain't lying about this man!

Anyway, Dad has been planing the family holiday ;) Unfortunately it'll won't be long cause well everyone has to work. Everyone except Hariz, Iya, Nana and I. Which is sad cause we always end up at home. Sleepy, fat and miserable. Awh :( but I guess can't blame them. Without the jobs, equals no money, no money is bad. Bad bad bad. Naah, I don't like the sound of that either!

Well, I should go to sleep now. Its weird how I'm awake at night and still have enough energy to go around in the morning. Sleeping disorder, would you please go away?

Could anyone be nice enough to drive me to Pusat Sains Negara to watch the Art exhibition? :(

one of the boys

I swear to God, I never got tired of watching Twilight ;) Stephanie Meyer should seriously thank Jackson Rathbone and Peter Facinelli for that. I can't imagine myself reading one of her books any time soon. I rather wait for the next sequal to come out. Hehehe. Oh sorry to dissapoint you but Robert Pattinson doesn't have that much influence on me.

Oh and I'm still crying over Scarlett Johanson's beauty. She's so pretty and I'm so envy so me no likey :(

Its a boring Monday. I should be friends with Garfield and we could make a riot on Mondays since we both hated it so much. Yes, lets do that. But lets not ignore the fact that Garfield is a cat. Oh shyte. I don't really like anything furry and moving. Its freaky, scary, ew. You know what I mean.

xoxo

envy envy :P

puteri afiqah ramli says:
i nk tgu u sebut puteri afiqah

hafiz says:
stylo!

puteri afiqah ramli says:
HAHAH

hafiz says:
haha
ok
i paling suka puteri afiqah
haah

puteri afiqah ramli says:
YAY
japp

a great night

Have you seen the new Dolce & Gabanna perfume ads? The one starring Scarlett Jo. OHMYFGEE , she is beautiful! Serious shyte. I wasn't paying too much attention on the perfume, its probably Rose something.. If I could, I rather buy Scarlett than the perfume. Haha she's pretty. I so want to be you right now! *cries*

Oh and Arda, I think you're brother ; Hafiz Baharuddin is the cutest guy alive! After Sam Bunkface, Azwin Andy, Chase Crawford and John Mayer. He wrote 'I want to date Puteri Afiqah Ramli' on his MSN pm. Well, actually he wrote my name and I told him to add the word 'I want to date'. Hahaha Hafizzzzz, lets go on a date already! Lets not wait for Arda. :(

Oh and this is Hafiz! the one next to.. er what's her name again? Oh ARDA. *giggle*

XoXo

lets be sweethearts again

I sense its going to be a good day today. Although it is only 3pm but who the effs cares right? I shampooed my hair, finish some house chores, watch good television shows and eat good food. Can life be any pampering than this? No, perhaps not :)

It has been a while since I attended any gigs around. Rindu :( And Hadi and Muiz, I still hate you guys for not bringing me along the other day. I'm holding serious grudge. Kidding. Lys has plans for me , we're going to see my imaginary boyfriend (he's real but i imagine him to be my boyfriend, get it?) in action. I could hear High School Rocker and Through My Window from miles away. I'm coming! *wide smile*

Anyho, I find Yahoo news very disturbing. And I mean VERY disturbing. Yesterday, I read a news on this old type of crocodile which existed centuries ago. You should see the picture, it'll scare you more and be thankful that they're a bunch of fossils now. Today, I watch the video of Oprah telling the world why she is ending the talk show. Its a touching video man, and I love Oprah! Its a sad case. Takpa, as long as they're still premiering The Nanny, then I'm good. I need my daily dosage of Niles the Butler. Shafira knows how I adore and my willingness to marry the man any day. Any day baby!

The parents went to Shah Alam to visit someone. I believe they went to visit my neighbor Auntie Ros at a hospital in Shah Alam. I'm not sure myself. They took little Nana and Iya with them. Niena went out shopping and I'm home with Hariz and my cousin Kamil. Wait, I shouldn't reveal this on the web. In case they decided to rob my house. Pfft

Oh and H, imy<3

Oh, and Taylor Swift. I need your hair! and your nose.

LATER, xo

you feel like everything is in movies.

hours gone by, the pain is still here. building up homes with bricks that no one could possibly demolish. why is this happening? i wonder. aren't we all?

john mayer did a good job on putting me to sleep. he has the power. why can't there be a guy like him? so dreamy, so perfect, so out of the loop.. why does everything has to be so ordinary? why can't this one time, things turn out differently?

it took hours to search for a someone to point fingers at. couldn't find any. what i am feeling right now, you might not understand. you might not be able to interpret or judge. come on, be my loyal spectators. its a free pain show. watching a live tumbles upon slowly.

its you, you start it all.
you, i miss.

nobody owns me

Nights like this doesn't come often. And when they do, they strike hard. Makes you suffocating, depressed and drown in your own emotions. I often felt sad, but I guess this is a different kind. I thought I could always be happy or at least try to be. Chapters by chapters of my life has been torn out and start over until I lost trace of reality. Now it hits me once more. I always knew they'll never get tired of me.

For once, I wish life could be less difficult, painless.. I hope for this once, it could follow my path instead of their own. I've tried hard, but we certainly can't bribe fate. They had minds on their own and even their own story to tell. If it has to happen, it will happen. Its unfair but we live by it still. Not knowing what to do or say. Just stand along the pavement and watch as a live torn down piece by piece.

I wish there's something I could do to help mine. Even those positive vibes couldn't hold on to me much longer. They'll be leaving soon and so does everyone else. They always do. I had my time to shine and they say I shine brighter than the sun. Obviously the sun doesn't like that anymore, so its taking its revenge on me. I couldn't even beat the moon. I am the stars that dies, shining but no one bothers.

The wound and cuts are deeper than he thought. I just wish that one of these days I could walk up to him and say, I could face reality by myself and I don't need your help. So effs off.

tough luck

My first impression towards Nesser's book turn out to be wrong. Its not bad at all. Of course its not a comedy or some kind (more interesting, I mean) but its a good book. I tend to read all those comments about the book before start reading it and by the time I'm done, I'll see if it fits my satisfactory. As simple as that. I got few chapters left by the way :)

Shesh I got too many times in my hand. Without a doubt.

Anyway, since today (and yesterday) Momah and Daddy decided not to go to work, I guess its another day where I couldn't sleep so much anymore. Its sad but I'll survive. But don't get me wrong, I love having them around besides Saturday and Sunday. Its fun! I get to do a lot of things like today, I learn how to cook. As weird and as unbelievable as it may sound, I enjoy cooking and planning to be good at it. I made plans, just pray for it to really happen.

Oh and I'd like to wish Arda, Naa, Syia and my little brothah Hariz a very good luck for SPM! Few more papers and you guys are ready for college. Hahaha. Well that's all. Bye!

Loading Disaster

Truly sorry for not updating. I've been so caught up with reality that I almost forgot all about the cyber space. My favorite space :( Which reminds me I still owe some pictures. I wanted to upload but I malas. I'm sorry, that wasn't a good excuse. I promise I'll post them up soon. Perhaps tomorrow or the day after that. Bottom line is, I will. Someday. Heh :/

Anyway, the love game is on. I must say I'm enjoying it but I can't tell you why. Cause that's pretty much it. Just him and I, us. Doesn't concerns you but I'd like you to know that its on. That's all.

Thirdly, Momah bought a book called Borkmann's Point by Hakan Nesser. Its the exact kind like Kennedy's Brain she bought me before. Murder cases, blah blah blah. I appreciate it very much but its just not my thing. I'm more of a comedy person, *cough* romantic *cough* and what not.
Haha LAME!

Oh well. That's all I have for you. Imma go. Bye

this

I miss :

• being on the phone with *cough cough* all night whining and letting him express his care and adoring towards me.
  
• laugh all night over something seriously stupid but funny.
• staring at sha's and yana's face before bed.
• make fun of ryan by calling him with silly names.
• say "hi alam" every time i saw him.
• went swimming with friends.
• have triple threat gossip sessions.
• go shopping with my two girls.
  
• comparing heights with mo.
• have a heart to heart conversation with muiz. he don't even have time to answer calls anymore *cries*

I want :

• to go paintball.
• to watch movies with a bunch of friends from high school.
• play inside PADINI's big changing room.
• to cam whore.
• to go fishing on a lake full of fishes swimming around.
• snorkeling.
• to go for family holiday.

I need

• a new laptop. well not really.
• to attend gig/party. its been a while :(
• new matching earrings.
• a new clutch.
• chuck.

great time came once

Arda, this post is for you.

I had a great time today. Feeling a little dizzy and out of hand but still, good times.. good times. I'm not sure why. Either listening to a friend's problem or seeing the two rascals of mine having a time of their life on Daytona (I DONT KNOW HOW TO SPELL IT; its the racing game at arcades) and Basketball. I have a few pictures I took senyap senyap. Its not stalking, I just want to show them to Arda. So she could see how cute Amer is and blush :P Woot.

(Arda : Mcm mana Putt tau ni?)

Anyway, Basketball as we know it is a tall men's game. That's why ladies and gentlemen, Hilmi Nordin won. Took a lead by 20 points more than Amer Asmadinar. I laugh my ass off (quietly) as I watch those two throwing balls inside a hoop with one hand. Laju, most impressive. If those two are girls, I would have pledge them to the netball team as shooters. Haha good combination don't you think?

Oh and Daytona as some known to be very addictive (I agree) is more of a short men's game. That's why obviously Amer won. Hahaha. But don't laugh yet. He's pretty good at it. But I wonder if he drives like that in real life. I wonder..

(Putt : Amer, jangan marah aku doe)

I in the other hand, stand by them cheering and laugh like an idiot as they ignored me completely. Now boys, I demand an explanation and ice cream. I am sure that Hilmi is getting tired of hearing every complains coming out of my mouth and Amer, well he's still confused.

Putt : Summit ni gila la. Reception takda. Gila.
Amer : Tula aku pelik. Dalam banyak banyak kenapa Summit?
Putt : Senang nak balik *smile*
Amer : *giggle*

Now, the boys won't ever ajak me hang out anymore :(

Arda, I know you can't wait but you have to. I'll post their picture as soon as I find my USB.
Now where did I put that little thingy ? :(

down narrowed

Hi. I'm bored :(

Now that semester break has started, I got nothing in my hands. I got all the time (almost) in world to have fun and sleep as long as I want. No one could stop me or forbid me to do anything. Its time for me to rest. Although it sounds good, its not. I'm the kind of person who bores easily. Serious shit. I wanted to go out, but I malas. As simple as that.

Lys invite me to come and watch movies with her, Amir, Qie and Jo. I told her I refuse to joined a double date without a date. Amin told me he couldn't make it cause well.. his finals is approaching. He gotta study. So Lys invited Haaris instead. Haaris is Lys's cousin. Oh darn, he's cute. Haha. Cute guys are like magnets. Agree? Haha. We're closed and well lets just say we get along great. He laughs at whatever I said and likewise.

He calls me gila all the time. I couldn't blame him, everyone calls me gila anyway. Its like a compliment dah pun. Tapi Lys karang Haaris pegang tangan gua siapa nak jawabb?? "Dah tentu tentu bukan I", kata Qie. Confirm punya.

Anyway, perhaps later alright. When I have the mood to bully you or sounding a little smart, perhaps then a movie sounds cool.

YAY!

ATTENTION, EXAM GUA DAH HABIS!

Woooohoo! *jumps around*

Here are list of things that I've done as soon as I step out of the exam hall.
1. Smile wide.
2. Talk to a stranger sitting next to me and he's hot. I said hi and laugh. So he laugh as well.
3. Talk to a friend and give him a seductive smile. ( YES I DID )
4. Walk to Daddy who have been waiting outside for me for three hours with pride.
5. Tell him all about the paper.
6. Text none stop in car and tell EVERYONE that I dah habis exam.
7. Jump up and down on daddy's couch.


Guruh, I'll update soon!

venting

Micro exam is getting near and I'm worried. Worried I might not aced it, or worst.. pass. Ah man, I could pass if I could stop coming online every now and then. Tomorrow, statistics. One of the biggest nightmare as well. Shooot! Gua nak jawab apa beb? :(

I've been focusing on Micro too much cause I'm worried. Ah man.

I better go now, I'll come online after exam. Deal? :)

he's beautiful

Mr A : What's wrong with you today?
Putt : Nothing. My head spins and my nose still hurts.
Mr A : Oh, okay.
Putt : Oh okay? Oh okay.
Mr A : I'm sorry. I'm not in the mood.
Putt : Let me guess cause Man Utd kalah last night?
Mr A : Yeah.
Putt : Well, do you want to talk about it?
Mr A : No, not really. No.
Putt : Alright. You could be a little sensitive about other things as well ya' know.
Mr A : I know. I'm sorry intan payung, puteri gunung ledang. Alright? *smiles*
Putt : Ah, intan payung you not working right now. *sigh*
Mr A : How about being a little corny? Will that work?
Putt : Won't hurt if you try..
Mr A : Ala don't la be like this.. I'm sorry.
Putt : Okay okay I'm just teasing.
Mr A : Lets see that smile of yours.
Putt : *smiles widely*

and here comes the corny part..

Mr A : Your smile shines brighter than the sun, you're eyes lights more than a million star.
Putt : *crank up laughing*
Mr A : A little smile and thank you would do just fine Bi.
Putt : I can do without the sarcasm. Why do you like to argue so much anyway?
Mr A : Cause I got more chance in winning.

Thank you syg.. but I'm not quite sure if its time.
xo

all at once

Have you watch the 'Budi Bahasa Budaya Kita' ads on tv? Its the one where all Malaysians since along to the song. Haha it was so cute.

Okay, now lets drop it.

I was suppose to do the laundry but its raining heavily outside. So I don't see the point of doing it right away. Hariz is no where to be found, he went to school to meet some friends. So I'm at home, alone as usual.

Since I've been a very good girl lately, I treat myself for some pampering manicure session. Nah, I paint it. Although my nails needs to buff. Oh well, maybe later. I haven't had my bath yet ya' know. I'm stinky, sticky and messy but that is least of my worries right now.

I can't think of anything as important as Micro. That and my cik abng, Mr A. Hish, you came at the wrong time la bro. Shooh sana! Sibuk je ;P If you're reading this, you know I adore you, still.
I think Imma spend some time with you after exams okay? Pinky promise? Good.

I laff youh ;)

*****

Lyss : You and Mr A.? That's the cutest thing? He's a cutie.
Putt : I know.
Lyss : I mean, look at his hair! OMG.
Putt : I know.
Lyss : Are you sure he's your type? Cause well, he looks like mine...
Putt : How do you feel having my fist on your face?
Lyss : Sweet.. but we wouldn't want that would we?
Putt : Oh noo we don't.

imma keeper

Its three days left till microeconomics maniac ends. I can't seem to wipe the grin off my face knowing that I'll be free after 12 November. While you people (especially Arda and Na) will be caught up with SPM and finals papers. *evil laugh*

Well, I'm not sure you guys want updates cause well.. I post three post yesterday. Haha but sure a quick one okay.

1. The nose still hurts but Daddy will take me to the clinic today.
2. I have a very nice dreams about Mr A. and I. We went for a picnic.
3. I didn't cry myself to sleep anymore.

And since exam will end soon, I've made myself a list of what to do ;

1. I want to go and meet Kak Zyra after exam. Hopefully we could go wall climbing.
2. Had lunch with Danial. We have four years of catching up to do.
3. Oh follow up to number 2 : "Danial, paintball! Behind Holiday Villa jom!
4. Clean my closet.
5. Go watch movies with Hilmi. I owe him.

Okay, the list is still open for bookings. Hahaha

Bye, brunch <3

Booyah

Hi again. Sorry I post too many blogs today. Truth to be told, I'm a little upset. Cross a little. I am so bloody upset. My mind is occupied by the incident that happens two years back. Still hunting me like a great white shark lurking in the dolphin's area.

Shit.

Arda, thank you love.
And Hafiz, you owe me a date! ;)
*hugsss!*

imma sexy mom

Hi! Here I am blogging, again. I did this quiz thingy on facebook (and it's awesome by the way). Its like one of those quiz that predicts you through your birthday. So I kinda did it and here's my result :

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Hig...hly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.

Now, lets see if it's true ;)

True,
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
Ambitious
Loves to teach and be taught
ALways looking at people's flaws and weaknesses (soooo true!)
Likes to criticize
Smart (you better believe it),neat and organized
Sensitive and have deep thoughts
Knows how to make others happy
Highy attentive
Romantic (in other words, corny. very corny)
Loves children
Loyal
Has great social abilities but (not but, AND) easily jealous
Very stubborn

False,
Serious
Hardworking and productive
Quiet unless excited and tensed (never the quiet type)
Rather reserved
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds
Has difficulties expressing love (beep, wrong! hehe)
Money cautions (yes, truth hurts :/)

Thank you for reading and Lyss, I know you're still wondering if I put 'smart' in the right place. Get over yourself already!! Imma smart girl. I, Puteri Afiqah Ramli could cover five topics without adult supervision or help from friends and I got high marks in quizzes.

Oh and Alyssa Munirah my dear, BOOYAH!
(I love teasing you. Wait, I love me. Haha)

Lyss : Meaner meaner, pants on fire!
Putt : Meaner and fire doesn't rhyme.
Lyss : Yes they do.
Putt : Who says so?
Lyss : I said so! Tell her Haniff!
Haniff : They doesn't rhyme.
Lyss : Booyah! *silence* Hey!
Haniff : Sorry, it doesn't rhyme.
Lyss : Bi, not a word.
Putt : Hey Lyss, BOOOOOO-YAAAAH!
Lyss : Fuck you.
Putt : Nahh. Fuck you. *wide smile*

wednesday wonder

Ahoy blog readers! What's shakin'? ;)

Its Sunday and it has been three days since I'm down with what Lyss calls PND (painful nose disease). OH YOU JUST WANT TO SOUND SMART DON'T YOU BITCH? Haha. I know I know, despite all the criticism, you love me still aren't ya? Of course you do.

Situation 1.
Lyss : Bi, in your survey you answered I'll be a good prostitute. I mean, this Lyss girl.. its me right?
Putt : Yeah, why?
Lyss : Eh hello, to be a good prostitute you have to be bitchy, flirt will a lot of guys and dress improperly okay. Wait!
Putt : Uh'uh *nodding*
Lyss : Shit.

Situation 2.
Lyss : Bi, I trust you. Drive properly, if something happens to this car.. Imma dead girl.
Putt : You shouldn't.
Lyss : I shouldn't what?
Putt : Trust me behind the wheels.
Lyss : Why?
Putt : Imma bad driver.
Lyss : Ah no you're not.
Putt : Yes I am.
Lyss : Prove it to me.
Putt : How many accidents that I've involved in?
Lyss : Well, there's this one back in 2005, but you weren't the one driving.. oh oh when you almost hit a car.. oh and that.. wait.. hold on.
Putt : Easier if you count. It'll scare you more.
Lyss : One.. two.. er three. Okay, I got the message. You're just saying that cause you want me to drive instead right?
Putt : Yeap.

Situation 3
Lyss : Bi, I need to change my guitar string. Mine macam nak putus je.
Putt : So? Go change lah.
Lyss : Its weird. I changed it last week.
Putt : I know you did. I switch yours with mine.
Lyss : Fucker. Do you have something to say to me?
Putt : Oh yeah, the white bag you've been looking for.. I hide it under your bed

See, Lyss has been suffering for years now. I thought about being a little nice to her but I can't. I seriously can't no matter how hard I tried. Me being nice with her and all.. doesn't seem right. So Lyss, this one is for you. Imma keep on torturing you till you got married and have five kids. Capishe?

Lyss : Sometimes I wonder why I still be friends with you.
Putt : Easy. Cause I'm cute and we all now you love the attention.
Lyss : You're a bitch.
Putt : I know.

Love you fat arse! xoxo

hello vibes!

Staying up late has finally taken its toll on me. I fell flat face first! It cost me my nose. My precious little nose. That was according to my previous ex. He thinks my nose is the cutest thing in the world! *tunjuk hidung!*

Anyways. I am lovin' the positive vibes I had! M had transformed himself to his old self and we had a great time teasing each other! A and I had no longer argue about guys since we finally realized that I'm so corny and she is not-so-corny. Haha and S.I and I had work out our differences and hopefully we became good friends. Told you lovin' the vibes!

*Grammy award speech!*

I'd like to thank my girls for standing by me through thick and thins. To my two best men, Muiz and Danial for all the nagging, the begging and THE TALK we had. Uhh precious. And to my pet brother whom I absolutely adore, for the influence he had given me. Imma be a good sister now.
Group hug! *hugs*

so here goes

This past few weeks has been a total nightmare for me. There's a lot of shits happening and my mind had been occupied by the smallest thing in the world. Although its been years, it still hurts. The pain never goes away. I still felt the same old knife stabbing me again and again right in the middle. Peh, painful siot.

I miss him. I miss him a lot. Its just the memories keeps coming back, although there's none to begin with. I'm not sure which hurts me the most; the fact that you left without saying a thing or the fact that you're the first guy with guts plenty enough to be the first to leave. Either one, it still hurts. I think about it everyday. Every single bloody day.

But of course, you don't know how it feels. Lu apa tahu??

If I could go face and strangle him, I would. The thing is, its there. Some where, deep down. I hate being so corny and all but things like this don't usually happens. I hate to see Lys beg for me to stop cry and think about it. I hate seeing people worried about me.

Ni semua kau punya pasal.

But its fine. I don't blame him. He may had been the guy who started it all, but every heart beat of mine is his. Even if we both had moved on to a level where we can't remember each other's name.

I know I'll never forget my first, S.I
I forgive you.

lets go man

Its pretty easy to recognize which mood I'm in; if I'm wearing matching outfit and my hair looks good, that means I'm in a very very very good mood. If things happen the other way around, then I don't have to explain. You know the answer.

Today, my hair looks good! I felt pretty every time that happens and when I'm happy.. Cam whore alert! Been taking a lot of pictures today. Heheh. I love myself for waking up so early in the morning. I didn't even take a nap in the evening even when the rain is making a riot outside! Oh I am so proud right now, I'm going to kiss myself any time soon.

I've been missing the outside world. I hadn't been stepping outside ever since I got home. Paling jauh, shopping at Shah Alam. See how boring my life has been? Well, even though Microecons exam will be hunting me next week and not sooner, I still don't have the guts to go out. Either that or I have no one to go out with. Hahaha

Everyone was so busy with exams. One bloody exam and I miss Mr Big.

Naaaaaaaaaaakk baliiiiiiikkkk Baaaaaaaaaaangggggggggggii!

frown down hill

Finals finals. Haih. I am preparing myself for the next horrid, Microeconomics. Have I ever told you how difficult Microeconomics is? I bet I have! Believe it. Although my marks aren't so bad and I pretty much aced my first three quiz, I still felt worried for what the finals could offer me. That, and Statistic paper. Finals finals, why do you hate me so much? :(

Oh and I realized that my friendship with Muiz has come to an end. It cannot be fix anymore. So Danial told me to let it go and pretend nothing ever happen. Its such a waste because Muiz is such a nice guy and all. I miss that guy. I screwed up but why can't I fix things? Oh well. I have a long road ahead. I'll survive.

Meanwhile, on my way to survival.. I'm gonna need a lot of pretty clothes and ice cream to make it through the end :(