Today is a good day. Earlier today, I went to visit my cousin in Shah Alam. He had this kenduri thingy before he left for Australia. Oh man, I'll miss him for sure. =( Megat Hazwan, good luck and study hard. Hopefully my parents will send you to KLIA. If they did, then I could tag along and bully you for the last time. :D

Syg, if you're reading. Get well soon. I lalala love you lah :'D

And Lys, if you're reading this. Bring Copper sekali tonight. We could hide him in my closet! :D

xo

:D

Name 3 :

tv shows you really like
- Oprah
- Numbers
- Fairy Odd Parents :'D

word you use a lot
- fuck (My said I should stop. So I shall stop)
- kejap
- dammit

things on your floor right now
- clothes
- Nana's toys
- the remote control

things you can reach from where you are sitting right now
- the headphone
- my cellphone
- tissues

things you are addicted to
- my iPod
- Zoo world on Facebook
- my perfume :D

things you are wearing right now
- shorts
- white tee
- undies

things you could spend a million dollars on
- a new phone as present for my boyfriend's birthday
- pretty bright red guitar ;)
- a new converse

things in your fridge
- milk
- food
- cakes, yum

people you spoke to today
- Sayang
- Yani
- Mummy

songs you really like right now
- Superhuman by Gabe Bondoc
- Gunslinger by Avenged Sevenfold
- Empire State of Mind by Jay Z feat Alicia Keys

things you do each day
- online
- bathe
- eat

celebrities you like
- Michael Buble'
- Justin Timberlake
- Ellen Page

people who call you the most
- Sayang <3
- Lys
- Jo

of your best friends
- Sayang :)
- Alyssa
- Jo

things you kept in your drawer
- make ups
- books
- accessories

names you could call your children
- Rose
- Aldo
- Alfie

famous people you would like to meet
- John Mayer
- Michael Buble
- Justin Timberlake

you would take on a trip
- Sayang
- Yani
- Jo
( I know Lys, trip dengan kau tak best! :D)

Terasa ke? Haha gila takda life.

Have fun stalking.

to whoever concerns.

A friend told me that I don't have to pretend to be someone I'm not. At least not anymore. No worries Yawn, lesson learned. One thing that I've learned from all this drama that those dramatic people had created was,

1) Trust no one.
2) Smart people could be dumb at times or in some cases, most of the time.
3) If people dont appreciate the good things you did for them, ditch them.
4) Stay away from people like that.

I am so glad that Yawn and I are friends again. Not that we weren't before though. No thanks to you little immature brat. Right now I feel free as a bird. I don't have to be girly if I don't want to or I could laugh my ass off and don't care what people think.

I am glad that all this happens. I finally know who my real friends are and I don't have to put up with those idiot girls who talks about fashion all the time. I am not referring to anyone. I could hold grudge and attack them the same way cause boy, don't I know A LOT. But no, I don't want to be like them. No. I want to be me.

Life is treating me well and as for you, well I don't have to plot any revenge series. Karma has its ways of catching up. While you people are laughing and making stupid stories about me behind my back, I am sitting here laughing at you people and your ability of producing dramas. And I enjoyed it. I am the actress and I didn't even know that. How wonderful. I guess I should demand for my payments any time soon?

And as for the girl who couldn't move on, there is a lot of things in life than looking back at the past. Now, I would have my last laugh. Yawn had hers. And I bet I would enjoy every bit of it. You'll see.

Now now, chill. While you people are plotting a new immature move ; I'll be home reading Nury Vittachi's articles. Ones that makes me giggle and don't care. I'll say fuck any time I had to, I'll rule the world I want to and I'll laugh when I have to.

Have a good life. Cause I'm sure I have mine.
Moving on, without you.

Michael Buble equals love

Happy Girl, I am

I'm waiting for My to come home with dinner. She went to visit my grandmother this morning and left her two cute-innocent child at home. Wait, Hariz is not innocent. So that leaves me, one. I am so bored without My around. Unlike yesterday when we literally turn the house upside down and when Dy comes home.. total renovation. Maybe a little. Okay okay not so much. But we had fun. It happens when she take off that motherly mask and start saying weird things. I know she's bored when she started sharing things with me. Like what her boss say over the phone or laugh while watching Oprah. (oh its the Chris Rock episode)

Today, I did a little bit of everything alone. Watch the tv, read the newspapers, day dreaming (I like to day dream with my sister), bla bla bla. Bottom line, alone. Hariz is no help at all. That job of his better pay well or he might as well stay home and play Monopoly with me all day.

I am also down with a flu, high fever, cough and my tonsils are gy-normos. Not in the freaky way, no. Its in the unhealthy-I-felt-like-swallowing-my-own-tonsils kinda way. Apparently my boyfriend has the same problem only his lucky that he'll be turning into Cyclops or Gambit soon. (I'm not a comic freak, but I did a research on Gambit since Sayang is a huge fan. I still remember when he was trying to flirt me, we use Gambit's picture as his display picture. Hehe)
But Gambit, Cyclops or whatever kind, I love you boyfriend.

And so, let me share this wonderful news. Sayang and I will be turning two months tomorrow. The relationship, not us. Hehehe. Sayang, if you're reading; Happy Anniversary, I love you so much. I know you know that I do. I wish you well and I wish us to be happy always. I love you Munchkins. :'D

Okay I'm off to watch Oprah. Michael Buble' is on!

Iman

This is the nicest thing you ever got me.
Although you are 19days late.
Love you to bits :)

P : Aw comelnya. Thank you V-londy!
I : I know right! When I saw this, I terus teringat you.
P : Is it because theres a picture of a red headed girl?
I : Yes. Exactly how I first saw you. So Hayley William red!
P : Ah, the good old days.
I : Hahaha so when will you turning Britney blond?
P : Oh no darling, blond is not my color. I will be turning Katy Perry black quite soon.
I : Even better! That is why I love you so much.
P : I know

Iman and I obviously has no language barriers what so ever.

P : What the fuck.
I : What the fack.
P : What the fag.
I : What the feg.
P : What the fug.
I : What the pug.
P : Okay this is fun! Hahaha

lol

my boyfriend gave me this.
i lol-ed

I don't think curiosity kills the cat. I'm pretty sure it's karma.

- Yours Truly.

Lies are the friend you never met.

friends

L : What is the one thing you wish you had but you can't?
P : For you to stop asking questions. Its impossible, I know.
L : At what age do you realize that it is impossible?
P : After the age of 11, I stop wishing.
J : If there is one thing I wish I can have but I couldn't, is a breast implant.
P : Hahahaha seriously. Your game of 'pretend' are turning to reality.
D : I wish I could just walk up to you, cut off your 'thing', grill it and force it down your throat.

And we just didn't stop laughing.

"every back stabbers begins with a trust"

- Juffri S.

Yes Juff, I've learn that the hard way. But boy, have I moved on or what? ;)

I smiled every time I look at the calender ;
"Gee, sayang dah nak balik!"
and smiled, like I've never smile before.

You complete me, sleepyhead.

Mummy Yummy Tummy

M : Sayang, angkat kain. Its 6 oclock dah.
P : Okayyy. So kalau 3oclock kita buat apa?
M : Tidur.
P : Oh what if kita tidur at 3.01 or 3.05 ke?
M : When you're late, you are messing with the balance of life.
P : Oh, pfft.

My just doesn't make sense sometimes. But I love her still. Since she's on leave till next Tuesday, I have no time for naps and couldn't come online too much. Whatever, my world is perfectly fine with My at home. I don't have to cook! YEAHHHHH.

M : What are you doing?
P : Drawing.
M : Using your sister's color pencils? Why?
P : When I turn 13, you stop buying me color pencils.
M : No, I mean why are you drawing?
P : Cause I'm bored. Wan got class, so I can't text him in class.
M : Text me lah.
P : Bazir credit je.
M : Okay draw then.
P : Cunted. Can you cook sotong for me tonight?
M : K, cunted.

That is why, I love Raja Nazimah binti Raja Shahminan, so much. Then while I was still drawing,
she send me a text saying that she loves me. When I went up to her room, she pretend to be sleeping so I kiss her cheek instead. I love you My.

Tomorrow I'll teach you how to play guitar hero.

Webcaming

I miss you Sayang :'( Oh this one is for you.

You probably can't see what I'm writing down there.
So, you have to come home and see for yourself.

Current activity :
Facebook
Webcaming with Sayang
Chat with Danial
Text with Mak Mertua :D

cheers to the girl who thinks that everyone likes her.

HAHA ;)

fuck you, bitch.

=)

random

Gabe Bondoc,

1. Thank you for keeping me company while I was doing my house chores, sing me to sleep and for healing certain wounds. Oh, for letting me believe that there are another McDreamy, you.

2. My boyfriend hates you. HAHAHAHAHA

why you're here and who you are

P : Oi gila. I finally found one and only guy yang nak get to know you.
L : Who la?
P : Wan's friend, Din.
L : Who?
P : Wan's friend lah senget.
L : I know lah. You told me that tadi. Who is he?
P : Pfft. Lys, which finger am I holding up right now?
L : Alala, chill la. I'm playing je. Jeez, whats up with you and your hormones?
P : Pfft. Tired.
L : Okok, how did this Din knew me?
P : Blog.
L : Cute tak?
P : I dont know. Get a facebook lah. Its like you're living in tempurung or something.
L : I'm twittered. Say hi back. Hehe.
P : Bila masa dia cakap hi dekat kau?
L : Eh tak ehhh? Hahahha okayy. Dont you dare post this dekat blog. Or I swear I'll kill you.
P : Ikut mood ah.

Well Lys, looks like my mood meter shows - MEAN. Here you go. I already post this, so you still want to kill me? Three words sister, BRING IT ON. Haha love you bitach.

And Din, if you're reading. Please make up your mind. Jo ke Lys. Don't phunk with Jo's heart. No no no no. HAHAHA

Jo, piece gay boy. You owe me ice cream, capishe'?

xo

I miss

I refuse to go on
Without the joy you bring
I'll look deep into your eyes
and ask you to be mine.

_ Gabe Bondoc, Life Love Everything.

click;
Gabe Bondoc on YouTube

Gabe, I swear I could listen to you all day.
Can I please download you into my life (or at least my ipod.
yes, lets start with ipod). Arghhhhhhh.

Mr Dreamy

Okay Danial was so right. Gabe Bondoc is awesome! And yes, this time I admit my lame-ness.

raja muhamad says:
hahahahah
gabe bondoc
YOU TAK TAU?!

puteri afiqah ramli says:
TAKKK
omg im so lameee
hahaha

raja muhamad says:
loserrrrrrr

puteri afiqah ramli says:
okay this time, i admit

Despite my lame-O-ness, I finally found the guy who could stand side by side with Chase Crawford, John Mayer, Micheal Buble' and Ridzuan Ahmad to fight against evil and save me. Okay this lameness has to end.

lets take him down

Okay, I'm done with my lunch. Dy haven't got back so I had to dine alone. Its all good Dy. I'll plot a revenge on you later :P I hate to admit this but my Sambal Ayam taste weird. Its spicy just the way I like it but its didn't reach the level that I've set up for. I shall improve! (Don't worry Sayang, I know you are worried about this. Hahaha)

Iman ask me if I want to go wall climbing with her today but I had to decline. I'm sorry baby girl, perhaps later we should. I felt sorry for her. For someone who had a career and as busy as a bee, she sure looks tired. Thanks for the chocolates woman. You are THE BOMB! My will learn to love you. I'm sure :)

Lys thinks that I need to get myself TWITTER-ed pronto. But me think not. I have countless accounts and I literally had forgotten the email and password to each and every one of them. Well, ALMOST. I couldn't even concentrate on MySpace since now that I'm busy with Facebook. I had forgotten all about my YouTube account. But Blogspot, ah love.

stick it to the man

Jo is dying for another update, so here goes. First, Jo get a girlfriend. Seriously. Second, updates right. So its almost 1 o'clock and I haven't had my breakfast. I guess I should forget about breakfast now huh? Yeap. Dy's off from work for two days. So the two girls and gay aren't allowed anywhere near the premises. Well, even if they're allowed to, I believe they wouldn't dare. Haha yes yes, Dy looks scary sometimes but he's cool. Its weird how you people didn't know that after knowing me for so long. Oh well. So since My's not doing okay there (not suppose to mention where or Dy will kill me, literally), I am suppose to make lunch for Dy and I. To be honest with you, I don't really get the message right. Either "cook yourself" or "takeouts". But whatever, I already started cooking anyway. I am making Dy's favorite Sambal Ayam with Telur Masin. He likes it old school. I'm not the best chef in the whole wide world but I work perfectly fine in the kitchen. Superb, just like My said.

I've already made a list of things to buy before my semester starts. Uhh, just wait till Dy look at the list. He'd wish he would just keep me home. I also did some list of things to do after lunch and before Dy gets back. Cleaning the house, do the laundry, go online - to do some research on my subjects, check emails to see if the BOD send me any notification, things like that. I've promise My that I'll be a good girl from now on. I will obey my parents, study hard, stay in the relationship with the one I truly love (in this case, Wan), balanced up everything and be a better person.

So I'm up for the challenges. Ops, gotta check on my Ayams. Toodles

boldness

Did you some how felt annoyed to read someone's post filled with all those lovey dovey stuffs? Yes? Good. Cause I'm going to post one right now. Not to annoy you, cause I believe that I've done that ages ago. But whatever, I call the shots here.

Since Sayang and I are separated miles apart, we can't see each other twice a week anymore. In my defense, I haven't seen him in two weeks and its killing me softly. We're on call once or twice everyday but its not enough. No physical contact what so ever. HAHAHAH Okay okay, too much details, I KNOW! :P But he'll be on his way back on the 11th so I can't wait! Its not a figure of speech. I really can't wait. We have so many things to do together. Watch movies, study (I promise to brief him about *drum rolls* MICROECONOMICS) , went to the saloon together, visit his grandmother, make cupcakes and do this other thing that you shouldn't know. Come to think of it, he's like part time lover and a full time friend. Not that its a bad thing or anything. Its just nice to have your boyfriend do stuffs and share the same interest with you. Not the saloon thing, that just something that we had to do. Sayang, if you're reading.. which I seriously think you will, please get well soon. I miss you.

Oh My's home. She took a day off since her fever is not being so cooperative. So Dy told me to take good care of her. So no naps for me today. Although I am not in my best well being too. But come to think of it, I was born this way. Couldn't help it. Perhaps had Jo and Lys over later and Qie might be joining during lunch time. Should go, and recharge my battery. Its like I have this thing on my forehead saying, "BATTERY LOW". I should recharge while My's still asleep and perhaps do the laundry later.

L : When will Wan be coming back?
P : 11.
L : So, we can't come in contact with you on that particular day?
P : Boleh. I'll be seeing him the next day. So the next day, tak boleh lah.
L : Okay fair enough.
J : Semangat boyfriend nak balik.
P : Mestilah. You apa tau.
J : Yeah, I never know how it felt to have a one before. Am I not attractive?
L : You are, if you have boobs but you don't. So you're not.
J : But I want to know how it feels like.
P : Jo, maybe you hang around us too much. Seriously.
L : Yes, and you're suppose to date girls not boys.
P : I suppose you can always date gays.
J : Motherfishcracker. Girls are no fun.
P : This is some what, disturbing.
L : Tell me about it. *gasp*

goowoolly

First things first. This one is for my Medina baby. Update the blog already!! Hahaha.

Okay, its Sunday. I'll call it Sunny Sunday cause darn, its hot out there. Daddy and Hariz attend this family sports day what shit in Shah Alam. They got wall climbing there and that explains why he didn't wake me up this morning. Climbing in a condition like mine now, not a chance. I might faint after few feet above the ground. But I miss, so I shall drag those little lazy arses soon. We'll climb some kick ass walls fo' sho'.

The Sisters are going to the mall buying something. I don't feel like leaving the house today, so I guess I'm stuck at home with My. Not that its a bad thing or anything. But whatevs right. My's cool. I'll survive. As long as she didn't drag me to the kitchen with her or anything.

I swear I could dance off to Stylophonic whole day. Had Lys over and she introduce it to me. I'm not really a big fan of techno but this one is alright.

K, bye.

I was browsing through other people's blog and I notice that Ridzuan Ahmad had finally updated his blog. Yippie! Hahaha. It took forever huh sayang? ;) But I love you wholeheartedly.

Oh today is a good day. Bored, but good. I went over to the saloon to get my fringe fixed by my favorite hairstylist Cindy. Btw thank you Cin (:

Ma : Now, ni baru betul. Nampak lah sikit mata tu.
P : Okay My, you win.
Ma : Its for your own good. Nanti juling karang ha.
P : Okay My. Come to think of it. Baru lah nampak terang sikit rumah kita ni.
Ma : Sigh.

Oh and thanks Jo for the company. And btw, you drive like a crazy gay boy. Still, and forever will be.

To sayang, if you're reading this. I miss you so much. I can't wait for you to come home, of course be mine whole day long. Hehehe. Mr Big, Mummy miss you!

I miss my boyfriend, doe! :'(

call me mean but at least i dont have to pretend

Q : Did you know how to say mean things to someone and never felt bad about it?
P : Oh yeah? How.
Q : End it with a smile.

I don't give a shit about you.
now now, don't forget the smile.
=D

Q : Why did you mark the smiley red?
P : Oh cause red always means, go to hell.

things we used to have

I collected all my guts to text an old friend last night. We end off pretty bad for God knows why but she is in fact a good friend to me. I remember back in our 'solo' days, we like to talk and gossips our ass off. We shed our tears and reminded our self not to be weak again. We're wonder woman and she makes me feel good about myself and convince me that I don't have to be so nice to people who obviously doesn't deserve it. Lets just say, I learn from the best. Absolute best. I wouldn't want something so amazing like that to go away, so that is why I text her. Not because I've been feeling so down or lost.

With God blessings, she replied. Very gracefully, simple yet eye opening with calmness and the message says,
"Be strong, I heard about the drama. Ignore them. They are not worthy. Take care."

And that is enough to kept me smiling and strong at the end of the day. If you're reading, thank you Z. xo

Tehehehe ;)

Have you ever get tired of being too nice? It's a common question, so no offense. I admit, I am by far.. not the nicest person on earth. But back then, I was. I know, shocking. However I felt like I am being one still, sometimes. Hmm, confusing.

Well anyways, being nice aren't always good. Well, when you're being too nice, people usually stab you in the back, tend to take advantage of you and don't usually appreciate what you did for them. Let me tell you one thing. Human is a group of ungrateful, selfish, backstabbing, unworthy bitch there is ever existed. When I use human, I am actually referring to 'some people'.

You don't have to be nice to EVERYONE. You can, once in a while be mean and sarcastic. You don't have to be friends with people who you can't stand, you don't have to talk to them, or even look of them if you don't want to. Nobody is forcing you than yourself.

Do you rather have no friends or having friends who talk bad about you from the back and literally trying to bring you down? Your call. Nobody can decide for you. All you have to know is that which ever choice you make, will cost you a little bit of something someday. I have had the time where I had to decide. And I choose mine correctly. I don't have to be nice to people if I don't want to. Cause I hell know that I could be one hell of a jerk if I felt like being one without opening one side of my eyes to what people have to say.

You don't have to do what other people did just so you could blend in and be cool. You really don't have to. As you grow older you'll realize that no matter how much you scarifies for someone or God knows whatever shit you did for someone (family is so not counted), at the end of the day, you're always alone. In the afterlife, every man for himself.

jo jackpot

J : Hey, do you want to do something fun?
P : Oh yeah? Like what?
J : Lets run a red light.
P : Running a red light is not fun, its stupid.
J : Just embrace the moment. Watch and learn.

Moments later.

J : TADA! Did you see that?
P : Hahahaha, yeah I did. Wow, you must be brave.
J : Heh, I can do without the sarcasm. But whatever, you laugh.
P : I'm not being sarcastic okay. Must take a lot of guts and money to run that particular red light.
J : Why so?
P : Red light tu, ada camera do! Hahahaha
J : Ah shit! *cries*

the thing

If Zoo World is real, then I'll be the richest zoo owner in the entire world. Muahahaha but of course, its not. So boooo. I should have listen to Lys earlier when she said this game could be seriously addictive and damn she's right. I think one of my boyfriend's nightmare is coming true. I finally found something good enough to kept me away from my phone.

Anyway, today my bloody PMS gave me a little surprise presents. A pimple on my chin. It ain't prettay sistah! I wish I could get my hands on those sharps thingy that doctors use in the operation theater to take it out and off my face. I declare this to be a major VIP surgery. Why aren't there any pimples specialist?! I don't like this 'thing'. Cause Jo was making fun of me all afternoon. Evening, sorry. Heh. Curse you, gay boy.

Oh and sorry about my ugly blog. Suddenly I don't feel like using anymore fancy layouts at the back. Somehow they gave me migraines. So poof! and it's gone. Well this has been a fun day. Thanks L and you too J. Love ya too bits!

xo.

Baby Money

Its 11.30 and I already posted 3 post (including this) for today. God, I so need a new hobby. Anyway, I found this new game on Facebook. Its called Zoo World and it.is.AWESOME! I don't really have to go through any hard work like feeding the pet, clean any fish tanks and what not. All I have to do is click the buy button and I'll obtain money every 5 minutes. Wooo, shake that money makerrrrr. Hahaha now, my zoo is worth 22,400 in half an hour!

Ohh and at the same time, I am watching Make A Room for Baby at Travel and Living channel. They're designing this circus colorful like room for a baby boy. Gee, I wonder how Aldo's room would be. But of course after Aldo will be 'produce'. HAHAHAHA

I should seriously stop shitting craps. Sorry, bye!

tuck tuck

L: Jo, look at this! Cantik tak?
J: Cantik do, woot.
L: Not the lady!
J: Oh you mean the lingerie she's wearing?
L: The panties! Look at it!
J: This is really weird. I'm a dude la gila!
L: So what??! Isn't that what guys do? Plus I was talking about the details on that thing. Not the, you know!
P: Lys, not all guys are like that.
L: Hey, its Jo we're talking about here.
P: Oh right. Now that make sense. Hahahaha
J: Woo woo, stop right there. Even if I am whatever you think I am doesn't mean I, you know.
L: I thought you're gay.
P: He IS gay.
J: I'm not gay.
P: After 7 years you're still in denial.
L: Whatever. All I know is that this panties is adorable!
P: Panties is a vile word Lys.

Daddy-o

Its has been 10 days since I turned 20. I always thought 20 is a big number but then again, Daddy proves me otherwise.

Me : Dy, I think I'm old.
Daddy : Then I must be older. What makes you say that?
Me : Cause I'm 20. I felt so old.
Daddy : You're already old after you left school.
Me : That's not helping. At all.
Daddy : Just remember that no matter how old you become, you could always be older and that there are bigger things in life that you could achieve. So you could never be so old or too old.
Me : Thank you Daddy, you're the best.

Then he gave me a sweet peck in the cheek just like he always did when I was a little girl. I love you Daddy. You are and always be the biggest, largest, oldest, awesomest, nicest guy in my life.

Jealousy strikes

The Duff sisters.
Love those boots, and yes THE BEG!
I want one!

Shitz, love

Ahoy bloggie! I've been wanting to blog but the minute i click the New Post link, my brain freezes. Sorta like this

:O

Yeap, exactly like that. So, I've been having the two idi-ops-ots over more frequently now and although its very nice of them to come and and make a living hell out of me, I kinda like it but not so much. KIDDING. Okay, I love having you two around! There! I've said it and man, there goes my alter ego. I still hate you for stealing my pancakes and I'll make sure that you'll drag your ass back to the mall and get me some before I literally make a living hell out of you, L.

Muahahahha.
So, how do you like me now babehh? ;)

Oh and Jo, thanks for driving me here and there today and of course for the lovely breakfast treat. You know, I'm not sure why I'm going to say this but, you're not half as bad. You precious little gem. But, still gay.

Fishville takes forever to DL. Shit. Awh, I miss my boyfriend.

photos!

these are the pictures that i was suppose to upload like ages ago. but here , enjoy

brother think he looks hot like this. NOT

my two favorite retards! :)

adoring sister who pays for everything I bought. LOVE

again, the little poser and his victim.

miss little flat bum

if you wish to stalk him, he works at petrosains klcc

popsy! :)

I should seriously remind Lys not to candid me in the kitchen

and you, I miss you.

down-dates

Sorry for not blogging in a while. I've been busy with, stuffs. Anyway, I came across a blog that belongs to an old friend of mine. So I read a few posts and I noticed that all of her posts are so, filled with grudges and anger. Seriously man, chillax lah. I felt like hanging myself while reading it. So full of negative vibes. Me don't like. Cross.

Oh its 12.11, I'm sleepy and my butt hurts like hell. Lys said if I spend so much time on this chair, I'll definitely will have flat bum. Oh no, its the world gone mad Lys. Not gonna happen.

Despite my big crush on Justin Timberlake, consuming every type of food I could find in the kitchen and the fact that my boyfriend is miles away from home just make me want to lay back, cry and wait for someone to shoot me dead. I'm sure that there are people out there who are dying to do that. So please do.

What else. OH

Nana got this amazing haircut today and though it wasn't so Blake Lively or some sort, it is actually pretty amazing. I am charmed by that particular stylist. She did Ieya's hair few weeks back and I'm still in love with it. Since I am so kind and adoring, I'll share the information. Look for Cindy at SuperStylist. She's the short girl with amazing blond hair. Oh she looks like this,


Loves, xx.

Sayang, I miss you so badly :'(

Its a beautiful lazy day and yes, I do love one lazy day. I don't have to do anything at all. I spend the whole week downloading songs, watching movies, sleeping and spend most of my time wondering why malay dramas are so dramatic. Its so typical. Urgh! Bloody tv program.

Now, lets watch animal planet.

Sayang, you are the greatest boyfriend anyone could ever ask for.

Boo

I can't remember how many times I've watch the heartbreak kid. I just can't get enough of Adam Sandler. He's like this good looking old man. Haha, weird. I know.

Anyway, I'm looking forward for a good movie with the girlfriends this weekend but couldn't find any. They wanted to watch the old dogs but I've watch with the boyfriend. Sure, John Travolta is undeniably awesome. A Robbie William? He could just sit on the floor doing nothing and it still makes me laugh. So my guess, this will be my second chance. Although I wanted to watch this movie tooth fairy so badly. The trailer was off the hook man. Well, why should I complain. I have all the time in the world until March. Bloody March.

Till then, bye

okay shoutouts

Daddy : Thank you for all the second chances you gave me. For the trust you laid on me although its obvious that I don't deserve any. For all the luxury you throw upon me. For the love and the good night kisses. For all the great talks. For the singing and dancing in the car together. For telling me that I could do greater things and for telling me you love me and always lend your arms through every breakups and hardships life has to offer.

Mumster : Mummy you've always been the biggest nag-ster around me. You don't show love by telling em, you show us how its done and I like the way you roll. I'm sorry for raising my voice to you. I'm sorry for complaining how house chores gave me eye bags. For being totally immature just to get off trouble. For slamming the door when you say hurtful things but I know, you do that for love. Your sarcasm will always be the greatest treat in my 20 miserable life.

Syazni (sister) : One thing I had to say is that you face my stubborness like a man and I'll always love you for that.

Niena (sister) : You always be around when I need you. Even when I don't, you're there. You gave me everything I ever needed and you certainly know how to comfort me with your loving attitude.

Hariz (brother) : At times you could be goddamn annoying, you just won't admit it. But for what its worth, you are the best brother ever. Thank you for letting me sneak into your room in the middle of the night just because I'm afraid to sleep alone.

Ieya (sister) : You have a pure heart. So innocent and generous. There are times when I'm afraid to let you go to school. Afraid that someone might bully you or you might fell on your way to class. But you grew up to be a fine looking lady. Thank you for taking care of me every time I was admitted to the hospitals and for keeping up with my super negative vibes.

Nana (sister) : You one smart bitch. I'll love you forever. Thank you for putting a smile on my face when I hadn't got any. You are in fact, the reason why I'm looking forward to come home sunshine.

Boyfriend : I should thank you for everything. You were there when I need you the most. You made me lilies out of red papers. You share things with me. You became my best friend, my boyfriend. You're everything. Now lets hope 5 years comes fast.

Sha : Like I said, fate loves us bitch. Thank you for being a good friend, a good bitch and a good sister to me. I love it when we sit down and gasp and drool over hot boys. It'll continue in March. Haha see you bitch.

Yana : Okay I was told that you've got skinnier now. I'm so jealous but whatever. You're used to it. Haha just remember, I'm the one with the nice hair, duh. Haha thank you for being there. For supporting, for all the laughs and weird things we (including Sha) did. I'm just a call away.

Lys : I got no shoutouts for you since you're actually sitting next to me. Seriously, move over bitch. You know I love you.

Qie : I swear, you are the weirdest person I've ever met. Will always be the weirdest. Thank you for all the pampering and the cursing sessions we had. I'll always remember you, you freak.

and boys.. I miss you guys. SERIOUSLY.

Thats all, bye.

you look like the hobos who killed my mother and it's a random quotation

Hello bloggie! Am sorry for ignoring you. In my defense, I've been avoiding the internet for quite some time. Mind me. I actually have a life. Anyway, my unemployment and sit-at-home activities will end soon. Well.. went to the education fair the other day with with Pops and Baby Brother for college browsing for me. Not the brother. He's fine with community college.

Anyway, decided to go to Unisel for Pre Education Diploma but the course is not registered under the Malaysian Qualification Agency (MQA). Yes fools, contact them and checked if your course is registered like ASAP, seriously. So, Pops had finally choose a proper and registered college for me. I'm going to KLiUC doing Corporate Communication. Here's the best part.. Sha's doing the same thing! Hello, fate loves us together. So bitchy, slutty and corrupted minds. Oh man, another bumpy ride biatch. We'll survive. Loves!

Two corporate bitch, coming right up.
xo

its a keeper

Here I am. Sitting and blogging. I'm wearing an oversize t-shirt and a boxer shorts. I spend the whole morning gazing outside the window, trying to understand whats going on around me. Why he's behaving like that, how did it turn out this way, why can't it be the way I expect it to be. Perhaps I've been reading the Puisi book too much. It gets to me.

I only ought to blame myself of whatever is happening. Sometimes I wonder if, goodbyes are the best solution. That drifting yourself away is always the right thing to do. As long as other people is happy and pleased with the result.

Meantime I am trying to understand why, the reason behind the lies and truth behind everything. Why God tested me so hard. I felt like breaking down and cry, I need shoulders to cry on. But its a waste. When I had someone around listening, I end up not speaking. I didn't lie, I just prefer not to speak. Somehow, does that work?

Sacrifices are made for love. Not for self interest.

encounter

Don't try this conversation with your friends.

P : Whats the stupidest thing you've ever did?
Q : I googled google.
P : Oh, that's a stupid thing to do.
Q : Yeah, how about you? What is the stupidest thing you've ever did?
P : Being friends with you.

We could cause we practically grew up together and she's not the kind of girl who breaks down and cry and be all drama queen all the sudden. Qie, I hate you.

Diversity of Malaysians

L : Omfgee, have you read this? Haha
P : I have actually. Can't put the blame on anyone. Diversity of Malaysians.
Q : Diversity of Malaysian? What is it about?
L : Oh nothing. Its about this new 'service' that some 'company' provide.
Q : What service?
P : Hahaha. You mentioned it, you explain.
L : Well, read it your self. Page 10.
Q : Omfgee. Shiitttt shitttt. Ew ew ew. FUCK!
L : You know, I'll be shock if you go to heaven.
P : Haha, that's make the two of us but whose complaining?
Q : Whaaaaat iiiiiiiiiisss thisssssss? EW.
P : Hey, you're the one filled with curiosity.
L : Yeap.
Q : So, best ke?
L : Best. Serious.
P : Proven. Bitch.
L : What? She ask, I answered lah. Plus do I look like someone who did something like that?
Q&P : YES!
L : Okay, fine.
P : Bi-bi-bi-bitch.
Q : Hahahaha.
L : What was that?
P : A way of expressing little one.

author

Okay Nick Pitera blew me away, seriously. He has one very unique and dreamy voice. Come on, how many guys you knew could imitate a woman's voice perfectly? My point exactly. His version of A Whole New World stands above everyone else. Embrace it.

Click this to view Nick Pitera's video

Anyway, its Lazy Monday. Six days to go! Since this week is officially my week, I am not going to let any shits bringing me down. Na'uh. I'm going to smile, laugh and do WHATEVER I WANT without having anyone's intervention.

So please biatches, this may sound a little impossible to ask from you but can you please leave me alone? I know it sounds impossible. So perhaps only for this week? Yes? No? Yeah, thought so too. You couldn't resist ruining other people's life and being so goddam nosy. I know the 'can't-help-it' feeling.

Well, till then. Bye bye Biatch (:

Got this from Na. And she's right. It makes me want to hang myself.

Family Moments

Had lunch over at Manhattan Fish Market @ Sunway Pyramid.

Mumsy and Pops,
At first they were bored (just look at Pop's face) and
the next minute, they dug in. Delicious food, dive in guys!

Little brother is being himself, vain.
I still wonder what WTS means.
Perhaps, what the shiiitttt? ;)

Baby sister, Puteri Nur Khairina/Nana.
A vainpot in the making. So let her be.

I have more pictures in my phone but I'm too lazy to upload all of them (:
Chow.

I'm only me when I'm with you

precious

Lys, Qie and Amin call this, Sexy Smashing Work of Art.
Then they ask me for ice cream. Pfft

Technology was suppose to make our life easier. Not so darn complicated and make you want to hang yourself to death. Mind you, I am actually bad-talking about my laptop. I've been pursuing Amer to reformat it for me but yes, in my dreams. He ain't doin' the dirty job. Fine boy, we'll see how far those stubborn bones could go after I show you all the greens. Hehe

Its January 3rd, 2010. It has been 3 days since new year (DUH) and my life had been chaotic as hell. I am stressed, perhaps overworked but surely depressed. But it all will end soon. Hopefully.

Syg, I miss you.

And Lys, I never forget. Bitch.
Oh Qie darling, you are still the shitz. Heart you.
Shafira, love you.
Ridzuan Ahmad, love you more. Always.

When we're far apart, my world stop spinning and finally collapses.

missing her boyfriend

hurry back honey

Author's note :
I don't know why everyone can't just leave my boyfriend and I alone. Had we done something bad to you? Had he done anything bad to you? Exactly. Mind your own fucking business and move on. Please pick up 'a life' on your way out.

***

School starts on Monday and Iya doesn't look so entertained with herself. At all. Gee , you had no idea how much I miss school. All those crazy friends, sleeping during History class, wearing the ugly uniform, canteen food. Okay, as gross as it sounds, I miss. But you can't rewind time. Well, truth hurts.

Had lunch over at Manhattan Fish Market. Love the place, starting to hate the food. Okay, no offense, its just one person's point of view. Too much garlic. Gives me headache. And still has it. Okay, goodbye.

***

Syg, I know you went there to study. I wish you well. Keep up those grades and maintain. Make our parents proud and you'll be just fine. Dont worry about me, although I had to admit I has been a little lonely not having you around but I'll survive. For you, of course.

I'll be old in exactly 9 days.

Mumsy, I want to bungee jump again!
It's fun. Trust me.