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Ahoy fellow blogger!

Hahaha. As some of you were told (like almost a thousand times before), tomorrow I am going back to college! Yay. I am really really looking forward for that, really. Whoa, three 'really' in one sentence, I must be really really excited. No? Haha how pathetic.

Anyway, upon my arrivals tomorrow, A (my little brother few years back whom now had furthered his studies in KPTM/MIUC in the same course) told me that he would love to buy me lunch. How nice of him right? Yes. Well, college sounds so interesting now right? Obviously you wouldn't know that. Fah in Nilai, Shafie in KPTM Bangi.. Take a wild guess. I am happy! So happy that I don't mind sharing my sundae with anyone.

Ops, gotta run! I haven't pack! I'll be in so much trouble if Mama finds out. She'll be furious!
Till next time ladies.

PS/ I am so going to miss you all. Whoever you are :D

XoXo

Right now, I am enjoying my KFC mash potato and yawn in between each scoop. Life's good. I went to watch 4.15pm movie with my cousin. Transformers - Revenge of The Fallen. And movie is amazing.

I repeat,

AMAZING!

We get to watch it in THX and everyone in there go all, "ahh".. "ouch".. and you could hear laughs and all. To be honest with you, I'm not a fan of action movies but Transformers is a complete jaw-dropper! Not to mention one of the 'Lol' movies ever! Maybe I am a bad (very bad) movie reviewer but trust me, my eyes were on that big screen all the time! I didn't miss a second of it. Oh and Optimus Prime, just so we're clear..

We're going to get married, live in Switzerland and have little robotic babies together!
(and those tears I shed when you die the first time, is real baby. It's real)

I love you!

And for the first time in history, I bought a newspaper by myself and it only cost RM1.50. Niena laugh when I told her that. And Kak Zyra, you look good :)

PS/ Oh and Amer, you should really stop planning ways to kill Joe Jonas.

PS/ I love you MJ :)

One Thing.

I am smiling. I read Fah's blog and I saw the word 'Nilai' and '24 months'. Fah, I need explanation! :D

I'm going out for a movie with my cousin, Alyn tomorrow. To be honest, I don't really mind about the movies. I just want to see my cousin! I miss herrrrrrr *sobs* And thank you Daddy, for letting me have my freedom for one day. After all, I will be heading back to misery town soon.

I am not complaining, I'm just thankful.

However I am looking forward meeting my girls again! Finally, holidays are over! And I'm so glad cause try giving me another 2 weeks of holiday, I swear I'll burst. I swear (wow that doesn't happen often).

Again, not complaining.

I miss Lys. I hope her exam will end soon. But then she'll be leaving for UK and never coming back! Okay, of course she'll come back. Aunty Sue is still here, but still I'll miss you for sure darling. 19 years of growing up together and 3 years of being apart will definitely hurt :(

PS/ I miss you. Home. Pronto!

Still lost in your eyes

I miss you :)

College will start in one week, and I have mixed feelings. I am excited and afraid as well. But no worries, I'm up for it.

Bring. It. On.

You're funny but I'm funnier.

Sorry to disappoint you but I'm afraid it'll take longer time to type this post. Why? (Thank you for not asking) but I'm afraid I am suffering from what Lys call, nails emergency. No, I don't need any manicure or pedicure. One of my nails got hurt during a war I had with the peeler. Its horrifying. So Daddy went to the nearest store to buy me a Hansaplast. Lots of them, apparently. But no worries, I am not bleeding. But as you can see (or not, probably not) my typing skills has gone from bad to worse.

I have this serious headache. At first I thought it was a migrain.. but no. It's the garlic! Screw you, you little white monster! I hate you! Because of you I felt sick and I might throw up soon.

Headache headache go away..
Come again another day..
Puteri Afiqah wants to read..
Headache headache go away.

Hopefully, that will work. Or not... hmm but I'm not hoping.

Well, victory goes to Hariz for killing that awful crawling bitch. Hahaha oh man, my words :( Sorry. But that cockroach just scares me. Heck, it scares everyone. But my brother got guts! He killed that creepy animal (after screaming like a chick and spraying the cockroach with his deodorant many times and it didn't die, obviously) with Zahirah's blue diary. He throw that blue book and step on it. Eew, I know imagine that! Grosss! But please, I'm trying to keep it a secret from her.

What else would I like to blog about? Hm..

Oh! You remember Nana? The little rascal of yours truly. Hahaha she's getting smarter and getting better with words. You could finally understand her whole sentence! Hahaha just now when Daddy came home from Masjid and ask her where Mama is, she said.. "Mama main handphone.." . Well, I am just glad that I get to stay home (the whole month) and catch up with the growth. Oh you should try hearing her sing Situasi by Bunkface or Hot and Cold by Ketty Perry. She'll blow you away. At least there's someone to continue my legacy :D Hahahhaa

Yours Truly : Babe how to hilangkan garlic breath?
Lys : You have garlic breath? What on earth did you eat?
Yours Truly : I make garlic bread. Now its like I could only remember the taste of garlic. Its freaking me out man. Not to mention this headache.
Lys : Whoa? Well eat durians?
Yours Truly : Then I'll have durian's breath! Not to mention sakit perut.
Lys : Then eat rambutans.
Yours Truly : You don't really want to help me do you?
Lys : Not really.
Yours Truly : You youu... ahh
Lys : Hahaha love you bitch! :D

Is this what friends are for ? :(

Fast fact : I'll name my kids Sarah and Amin.

Are you using it?

"Esok bangun pagi, we're going for a jog."

Well I guess I'm jogging tomorrow. I am not excited but Daddy's rules will always be Daddy's rules. I hope he'll take me to Keladi for breakfast. I miss Keladi! :D

Crap, makan je kerja.

Oh have you watch Kangaroo Jack? I'm watching it right now. Its funny! I can't stop laughing and smiling. Still, I'm not sure why I'm smiling thou. Heh, weird.

I've been enjoying my night activity. Which leads to ; waking up late. Oh don't get me wrong, my night activity is definitely not clubbing. No no nooo. I've been playing dress up (alone), make ups and stuffs. I miss the good old days where I used to do all those things with Izzaty my cousin. Yes, day spa and all.

I need hugs. :(

Beautiful Thing

My daily dilemma ; Starvation.



No, I am not on diet Amer and Mama did cook Lys. Just so you won't ask me those question again. I manage to clean my room, organize my closet, empty my trash bin, clean the living room, take a bath and finish Zahirah's project in 40 minutes. Yay ;)



Right now, I am watching iCarly and I felt sorry for Spencer. He's been bullied :( Kesian Spencer. Hahaha. I want ice cream. I better get some from the fridge that Daddy bought me yesterday.



I'm bored.



Mr Cookie Monster has been with me along the path to Micro stardom. Hahaha, I know he is nothing but a small blue doll. But he's awake all the time. So it feels like he is looking after me and stay up with me every day. Micro is tough you know. I hope I'll do good. I'm hoping. Finger crossed!

Gee, thanks :)

I adore nice people. I do and I appreciate them very much :) My effort to change is still going strong. I have the will but I don't know the way. I was born determined so I thank God for that. Thank you.

Mama left home pissed, again. Why? Here here, I cut my hair again. Shorter, better. Sorry Ma but rimas lah :( I'm wearing tudung, so who cares if I have short or long hair kan. And I'm not planning to please anyone with my hair. Its my crown. Red short crown and proud of it. Full stop.

I've been spending hours on Microeconomics. So you better be nice with me this time Micro. I'll pamper you with graphs, calculations and facts. I will, I promise. Just give me good pointer. That's all I need. Pretty please.

Ohh ohh and I'd like to thank kak Zyra for agreeing to go shopping with me someday. I hope soon, very soon. She's very nice and sweet. Pretty cool as well and I'm not sugar coating Dan. It's fact. You can't really find someone that nice nowadays. People these days are so shallow minded and boring. Its nice to meet someone new once in a while :)

Thank you very nice people. I love you. haha, xo.

my life would suck without you

Gahhh gila lapar! =/ Sumpah tak tipu! Mama was suppose to come home from Giant with an ice cream on her hand. Better be! :(

I'm stuck at home, as usual. Ish, you have no idea how hungry I am right now. If I have Andy figure dibuat dari chocolate. I won't think twice. Sure makan punya! Andy ke apa ke, I'll eat it. Yes, I will! Jangan terkejut melihat nafsu makan yang melampau, saya hanya mahu menghilangkan rasa lapar yang sedang berleluasa di dalam perut yang besar ini :'D

I am so busy helping my sister Zahirah with her sports folio. Sports target : Netball. Duhh, thats the only sport I'm good at. So I've been busy writing, summarizing, drawing and coloring for the baby sister. She better get an A. She should... Come on I draw all the pictures in that folio. Nicely! I am so proud of myself.

Myspace is getting boring and boring each day. Or maybe its my life? Either one, I don't like it. I need entertainment. I need laugh. I miss Danial, I mean I have no one to argue with! I miss Fah, I miss Lys, I miss Na, I miss Yawn, I miss Jo, I miss Syia. I miss EVERYONE!

So you get the picture?

I better jump off a building now.

My Point Exactly.

Oh my God. I am so BORED! Few more days just like this, I’ll lose it for good. I can’t find anyone online these days and MySpace had finally bore me. Still, I have Facebook to entertain me. So thank you Facebook!

Shit man, I miss Danial. He went somewhere for two weeks so he can’t come online. But he told me he went learning. So that’s okay dude. I really enjoy talking to him. He’s not like most guys you know. He always make sense and he’s a good friend. You have to admit, its hard to find good friends nowadays am I right? Yes.

I so need to get a life.

I’ve been stumbling my face with Microeconomics and I think I’m starting to get a hang on this graph thingy. Its not that hard when you actually got a hang of it. After all, its just a book filled with useless graph. When third semester comes, I’ll be ready for you Micro. Bring it on! Bring it on!

Oh in case I never mention this to you, I hate Merlin! I do I do. Oh Merlin is my laptop assistance, you know those animations. We have bouncy ball la, apa la.. those things. Mine is Merlin, the wizard. I think he’s cool, so I use him. He is actually useless because he can’t find anything; AT ALL.

Name : Merlin.
I am your wise and magical companion. When you need assistance, summon me for a demonstration of my awesome, cyber-magical power.

What the hell. Go animate yourself and hit your head with a hammer. You no good old wizard! That’s it.. I’m getting The Dot! Bye old man.

See, this is why I am so lifeless.

Now, if you’ll excuse me. I have to go back to sleep or I won’t function well.

Hugs and Kisses people! Hm..wonder why they don’t use HKHK instead of xoxo? Oh well, I’m using it. HKHK! :’D

Wholeheartedly - No.

I don't want to be as pretty as Taylor Swift. I don't want to be as rich as Donald Trumph. I don't want to be as smart as Michelle Obama. I don't want to travel around the world like Samantha Brown. I don't want to be loved like Oprah Winfrey. I don't.

But maybe those things that I don't want to be is something that I can be but I refuse to?

Maybe...
Yes..
Of course..

I am so tired. I am so bored and I felt so alone. I need my friends so badly and I guess everyone was too busy. The world nowadays riiight? Well. I've been so depressed about my result. Yes, its true. Suddenly I felt like pushing third semester away from me. I'm not ready! I'm not ready! I'm not reaaaaaadyyyy! Nooooo!

I've been busy stumbling my face with Microeconomics. Yes, believe it! I guess studying while listening to Mraz and McLaughlin works after all. Siapa cakap you can't multitask while studying? ;)

Anyway, I'll blog later. xoxo

Here You Go

As some of you may know, I just got back from my road trip. Actually I got back last Thursday but hadn't got time to blog. So, yeah. Here it is.

The trip was great. Tiring but still, its nice to spend some time visiting places with family. Its fun. Although the only thing I could complain is my skin color has officially changed. Darker. Shit, oh man.

The first day we traveled about 2 and a half hours to Cherating, Kuantan. The beach was okay, its nice and all. No complains. Although I did found a dead jellyfish near the beach and my brother and cousin found another two more. Maybe that explains why I am itch from head to toe straight after that. But it was fun anyway.

The next day we travel to Kuala Terengganu and spend the night there at some inn by the road. Its pretty, Terengganu's beach was pretty as well. At least its better than Pahang's I must say. Everyone seems to enjoy our days at the beach except for me. Gahh, in case you didn't know.. I am not just afraid of cats (ailurophobics) but I am also afraid of the sea (or any deep places). No kidding. Well, ever since the news about a whale got stuck at the shore in Sabah (as a matter of fact, twice! and eventually died the second time it got stuck) and they even saw few dolphins nearby those area. Okay, I know its noncense but in my defence, it is still in Malaysia. So every time I got myself into deep places (sometimes even the pool), I start imagine stuffs like sharks and all.

Oh we went to this place called Pasar Payang. Its a place where you could find amazing batik and beautiful souvenir. I love the place, so crowded yet so cool. Then we went to this place not far from there called Taman Tamadun Islam. I know, it sounds like a chapter in a history book. But trust me, you'll love it. They display lots of replicas of mosque from all over the world including Masjidil al-Haram oh and Taj Mahal. The place was amazing! Its jaw dropping! I love the place and I'd love to visit it again.

Before we went back to Pahang, we stop in Mercang to visit our grandmother. Hadn't had time to visit her and I love those ice cream in that Amoi's shop. Its like walking in memory lane. Oh and her house was actually located near the fishermen village so its pretty much very near to the ocean. Laut China Selatan, if I'm not mistaken. We went over to the ocean and it is, breathtaking.

I repeat, breathtaking!

I'd love to go back to the village and build more ugly sand castle. Please :'(

Oh Man..!

Watching a guy playing the piano is breathtaking! Who? I could give you two example.

Justin Timberlake
and
Jon McLaughlin

Sorry dudes, but they had invaded my heart without them knowing about it. Haha. I am so in love with McLaughlin. I love him so much that I'll invite him to sing at my wedding. Even if it'll cost me a fortune. Screw all those expensive wedding plans, dresses. I have McLaughlin and I'm good.

HAHAHA (yeah riiiiiiiiiiight)

It's pathetic really. I watch Enchanted earlier just to hear McLaughlin singing on one of the scene. Man, I would have marry that man before I made any commitment to Micheal Keaton. Ha ha.

Oh well, dream on princess.. dream on.

Choah

I still haven't pack. Sorry, I am too lazy. I boiled a few eggs earlier cause I was planning to make myself a delicious sandwich (I am sooooo hungry!) but then Hariz told me that Mama ordered him to buy me lunch dekat Ehsan. Yes, that mamak near home. So fine, I can't go all membazir now :(

Niena just left the house from work and before she left she gave me two strawberries (she only gave me one but I demand for another) and a book that her boyfriend told me to read. Shylock's Daughter by Mirjam Pressler. I've never heard of Pressler before but Sunday Times thinks it's 'fascinating and moving', so I'm gonna give it a go. After I finish reading Weisberger's. I don't want to confuse myself. Oh and Niena found another book Honey, Baby, Sweetheart by Deb Caletti. Sounds interesting enough? Yes.

Gahh

Daddy was right, I should stop staying up all night cause I always end up waking up so late. Sorry Pah, will stop immediately. Promise.

Anyway, I'll be going on a road trip on Sunday and I'm really really looking forward for that. I seriously need a vacation and to explore new places or try new things. But I still haven't pack. Daddy and Mama went to Seremban to visit Mak Ngah at the hospital. She's sick. Daddy won't let me tag along cause I need to do a little bit of cleaning around the house (yet I'm doing this?) cause Granny will be sleeping over. Yeay! I miss her :)

***

I am so thankful I have such amazing friends to look out for me. Who always remind me to be myself under all circumstances.

Yana
Sha
Fah
Lys
Danial
Na
...

I know it's weird when Danial is the only guy I am close with. He is not most guys and personally I appriciate him as good friend who shares. Lys? Well, I don't have to prove anything kan? ;)

Love you to bits!

What A Day

First and foremost, Happy Birthday Little Brother. No matter how annoying, sarcastic or mean you are, Kakak still loves you ;)

I am sooooo tired. I did a lot of things today. Woke up around 9am and manage to drag myself to the toilet. Since today is Hariz's birthday, we've plan a day out. Just us siblings (without Kak Long. I miss you =/) oh and Hassan, Hariz's friend. Reach Sunway Pyramid at about 1 and we plan to watch movies actually.

Reach the cinema but can't really find anything interesting to watch. Terminator, yada yada yada.. Oh Hannah Montana (not really a big fan, but the movie seems interesting) and 17 Again will be premiering another 2 days time. So yeah, suddenly I felt like going home and watch TV instead. Hahah :P

Then I kinda came across this Malay movie called Syurga Cinta. I know, me watching malay movie? You'll be lucky if you ever heard me singing malay songs for God sake. I'm just saying. So anyway, we agreed to watch that movie and personally, I am not a big fan of Terminator. I can't really interprate the whole crap inside my brain. Sorry

Syurga Cinta is actually a good movie. No, seriously. Well, the reason I actually hate Malay movies/dramas? Cause it's too common. You know kids fighting over their Dad's fortune, guys racing cars, ugly girls turns pretty and hot. Its too random. But this one is special. Yes, still the movie seems common enough but the way the script writer interpret the situation and the way he lets the audience see the moral of the story.. Well its brilliant! Plus, Awal looks cute as always and I love Haziq. Hahahaha that little kid just can't stop making me laugh. Well, just watch it. Maybe you'll love it, who knows.

But before the movie starts, my sisters and I went to Popular Bookstore and MPH to find some interesting books. Plus, I do need books. I came across few interesting books that I'd like to add up to my collection.

1. Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert
2. Secret Diary of A Demented Housewife by Niomh Greene
3. An Abundance of Katherines by John Green

Ahh I like the third book. I really do, it's about a guy who had this weird obsession towards girls named Katherine. He dated all 19 Katherine and all those Katherine dumps him. Hahaha, interestinggggg... Maybe I'll buy that later.

But unfortunately I didn't buy anything. I didn't bring enough cash with me so well, maybe I'll buy one later. But there is one book at interests me (and it is listed in my book list) Chasing Harry Winston by Lauren Weisberger.

We went out again for dinner to celebrate Hariz's birthday at Subang Parade's Kenny Rogers, our favorite place and manage to drag Daddy to the bookstore and guess what?

Chasing Harry Winston is all mine baby!

Honks and Kicks

I need new reading substance.

Buy me this and I'll love you forever.

I really really really want to read that book. Oh I've also list down some of the book that I find interesting for you to buy. Well, if you're not such a big fan of reading maybe you could buy one for me? Hehe. Kidding.

1. Get sushi for beginners by Marian Keyes (thanks Fah!)
   
2. Smooth talking stranger by Lisa Kleypas
3. Game over by Adele Parks
4. Playing away by Adele Parks
5. Members only by Leonie Fox
6. Rubbish Boyfriends by Jessie Jones (HAHAHA! I'm so getting this)
7. Cocktails for three by Madeleine Wickham
8. Divas don't knit by Gil McNiel
9. Everyone worth knowing by Lauran Weisberger
10. Husbands and lies by Susy McPhee
11. Chasing Harry Winston by Lauran Weisberger (owned!)
    
12. Getting rid of Matthew by Jane Fallon
    

So you see. I didn't have all this book but it might take me a while to purchase all this :(

I'm a geek, live with it.

Bayangkan,

A guy wearing nothing but spandex and a pair of socks sitting inside a cart and screams, "To infinity and beyooooooooooooond!". Would you laugh?

Turning my face away

Ahh, I am sooooooooooooooooo bored! Seriously ;(

Niena went for work, Hariz went out with few friends and Iya, well she's probably asleep. They all left me alone in the living room. Gahh, holidays are boring.

Semester three, please start fast.

Oh anywayyyy tomorrow is Hariz's birthday. I kinda forgot all about it, seriously. Ingatkan July td? Hahaha! Sorry baby brother. It's not like I'm going to buy you anything :P No no no.

I miss school. I thought about going back and visit few teachers. Ever since I finish school, I never really went back eventhough it only took me about 10minutes to reach there. Wait, less than 10 minutes actually! Hahaha, I miss Puan Sumalidza. She's my art teacher. Gosh, gotta love her sarcasm. She could make you cry any day but man she's my best friend lahh :) I miss you.

Well, since I'm not enjoying holiday at all (well maybe cause I didn't left the house kot?) perhaps I should went out and watch movies with Iya and Niena. Since she's on leave tomorrow. Gah, cerita apa je yang best? =/

Btw I got my new labby! Hehehehe :P Thanks Daddy. I love you wholeheartedly.