Fast Typer, Slow Reader.

its time to blog, and fast! daddy and mumsy nak pergi pj hilton for a wedding. as usual la kan, children are not allowed. tak fair duh, i mean when they want me to sing for the bride oh baru bolehh.. elehh, hampeh je korg, fine! :(

oh and so, i, puteri afiqah has to look after wan mohd hariz, puteri zahirah and puteri khairina. siapa willing to jaga me then? hehe ;P of course la, i'll have to wait for niena to come home from wooooork. so mcm, tkde time kot nak blog tonight, so buat skrg la kan.

i brought nana to the playground just now. well, at least i was about to until the big black dog was about to chase, grab and eat me alive. actually dia tak chase lg, then i grab nana and run. mcm org gila apa tahh. i thought nobody saw me, then i dpt msg from nani saying,

"bi, what happen? asl lari cmtu! haha the dog wasnt chasing u pun, it ran
the other way. mcm takut balik dekat u!"

okay nani, i was protecting baby sister here. cey, responsible ni.. padehal malas nak bawa si kecik tu to playground. later dia takmau balik! hahahaha. she cried mcm org gila, and people was staring at me mcm i kidnap someone's daughter. cey, suka hati je! haha. grab the car keys and head over to petronas and let her buy anything she wants. of course la the usual smarties and milo. laaaaaaaa.. kdg2 belanja. cheh.

and just now, when i baru few seconds sign into msn.. haris ask me one question. ntahh ape mimpi. "what if the person you like, told you to move on?". i just said i will. never happen to me yet, thank god la kan. so to haris, be strongggggg! you'll survive.

Hold It !

ohhhhhhhhhhhh man, today is darn gnirob! (change it backwards). all i did was, woke up around 10, had my breakfast which i am not suppose to skip, go back to sleep, had my bath, had my lunch and took half an hour nap. LIFELESS!

mummy kept reminding me to pack more things for college. yes, MORE. so i did la, bawa like a lot of casual more than formals. mcm pergi holiday la like that. then dia bebel again and again and starts to keluarkan everything from the beg and told me to pack again. so mcm the whole evening, tu jela i buat kan. truth is, i didnt really put back anything. just put it back in, then mummy cakap "okay, thats better!" haha weird much. i felt bad for shouting at baby brother cause i cant find my shoes. he didnt shout back though, and i know why. because he did have my shoes in his room. bawa that beauty pergi futsal! what the hell. nowadays mmg tak dpt jumpa anything.. not even my maths book. dahla repeat en, habislaaaa :P

but the most exciting news is, afifth nak masuk kptm! HAHAHA ;) diploma in banking, oh yes. so he'll be facing business maths, fundamentals management, accounts, business english language, ctu aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand kawad! hahahahaha. oh yes, apparently its subject wajib pelajar uitm la konon kan. good luck with that afifth! :D

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Can you name 13 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 people...
This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!

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1. na
2. yawn
3. afifth
4. yans
5. asif
6. dan
7. sha
8. odan
9. ejad
10. syia
11. ryan
12. aiem
13. zul

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How did you meet 10?
through #1

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
mostly heard.

Would 11 and 2 make a good couple?
oh no. i dont think so. well, physically yes. but emotionally, not.

Are you good friends with 13?
good friends.

Do you think 5 is cute?
in some ways.

Something about number 1?
she's na, my best friend.

How did you meet 8?
he's a friend of ryan and sha's boyfriend :)

What's 7's favorite color?
all the color you could think of.

What would you do if 6 just confessed that they liked you?
definitely smile wide. haha

Fact about 9?
he's shorter and i like him for that.

What does 1 do for a living?
study hard. haha :P

Would you ever live with 12?
he's like a brother to me, yes sure.

Is 2 single?
oh yes ;)

Where does 7 live?
ipoh perak.

What do you think about 2?
flawless beauty :)

Whats the worst and best thing about 5?
best thing is he's my ex. and the worst thing is he's my ex. haaha

Who is 11 going out with?
everyone.

What do you like about number 3?
he always make sense :)

Gaspp!

Tony and Sharon were both patients in a mental hospital.

One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Tony suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there.

Sharon promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom, pulled Tony out and brought him to his room.

When the hospital director became aware of Sharon's heroic act, she immediately ordered that Sharon be discharged from the hospital because she now considered Sharon to be mentally stable.

She went to Sharon and said, "I have some good news and some bad news.

The good news is that you're being discharged because you responded so rationally to a crisis. By jumping in the pool to save the life of another patient, you displayed sound mindedness.

The bad news is that Tony, the patient you saved, hung himself in his bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's dead."

Sharon replied, "He didn't hang himself. I put him there to dry.

How soon can I go home?"

Has me up all night

woot. i dont feel like blogging oh these past few days. why eh? :( anyway, i'll be leaving for college next week. i know... alahhhhhh sem break dah habis! and i still tak tau my exam results. uitm people just arent good with the net kot :( nerve breaking betul.

daddy's coming home today. oh yes, and tmrw is his birthday. love you :)

Stay with Me

today is going to be a pretty ugly day. the day, my bad result is going to come out. since im one of those uitm students who went to private college, get the idea la that dapat result pun susah right. but this is what i get.

Semakan Keputusan Peperiksaan Pelajar-Pelajar Universiti Teknologi Mara

Harap Maaf Keputusan peperiksaan tidak dapat di paparkan buat masa ini.

Semua keputusan peperiksaan pelajar-pelajar UiTM sedang di proses / kemaskini, dengan itu anda tidak dapat melihat keputusan tersebut. Sila layari semula laman ini di lain masa. Sekian Terima Kasih.

shit. sure kemas kini la my ugly result tu.

Corner of every street.

talking to afifth makes me feel all better. now he's something ; my brother la kan *new. haha :) most people would go all ; "chill put chill". not him, he will gave me full explanation and make sure i understand every word he said. haha if i ever have a big brother ; he should be more like him.

woke up this morning and receive this :

hey princess. hope you're doing okay. somehow i felt like
telling you stuffs i've been wanting to tell you all along.
mind me for disturbing your
beautiful sleep okay, but i just have to let you know.
that eventhough everything in this world change,
in my eyes, you're the only thing that remains
the same. delightful, strong yet
very fragile. you care about the smallest
thing and never neglect other people's
feelings. he doesnt want you, so what? we do.
you're friends does. hanging out has never been the same
without you. miss you.

its beautiful isnt it? thanks yuri. good friend you are :)

and asif, for this.

you sempurna bg i.

suddenly everyone wants to be all sweet dgn i apa hal? as if im gonna die soon :P but thanks.

Part 2.

tough times. i have problems in decision making, everyone know. now that proves that i cant be a good manager la kan. well, thats what we learn in fundamentals of mgt baby. ahh, im crapping.
somehow i felt my life has been improving today. i know how to appreciate myself even more and i dont have to worry about feeling that loneliness what so ever. i have friends now, not that i dont have them before. but real friends, you know. those who give us advice on obvious thing and never get tired of it. those who understands and appreciate us for who we are not who we're trying to be. life means much more now. it makes more sense. so its true what mummy always said. when God take someone from us, they always replace them with someone better. now i'm glad, and i thank God for that.

however, the lost of arwah still remains in everyone. met lys and we both cry over it. yes, even its been almost a year, we still did. the idea of having him around all the time, just make me felt needy. just by taking a glance of 7e and the corner of the road where we use to play just wetten our eyes. darn, we miss you. badly.

lys join me over at night. klcc sounds rather nice today ; sun moulin conquer our minds in a jippy. bought like 5 pack of sandwich (the best!) and head home. watching comedy and pampered ourselves with pore clenser on our nose, hot bath and stuff our mouth with those delicious made sandwiches. all i think about is ; i could do this all day and never to worry about things. a bliss.

Thank you.

afifth :)

Begun.

i want to complain! yes, about kl traffic. i know, its so random kan. which i hated so much, wei benci wei.

if you're an observer ; like i am. you'll notice these things.

1. malay drivers ; usually loves to modify their cars. its noisy la sengal ; sound pollution gila.
2. indian drivers ; usually drives slow in the middle of the road. come on la.
3. chinese drives ; do not respect other people on the road.

see, im not being racist. since i kutuk everyone. hahaha so what? this is my blog, not yours. this is my freedom to speak. so next time ; please remember to look at those arrows properly! its a one way street la you bloody chinese fella! i bengang dengan you. you're driving on the wrong side, then nak sue i buat apa? stupid okay, stupid. bawa la the greatest lawyer ke apa, you'll lost. bodoh.

drove iya to klcc just now ; so mcm pissed gila lahh. i wanted to hang around kl. but then seeing the traffic. i go all gaga for ice cream. mampus la, malas dah. but i end up, having dinner at this cafe in the mall near home. cool la kan. dengan daddy, mummy and hariz. since hariz would be so busy later on ; casting and stuff. he wants to be an actor. wait, he is an actor. how tragic is that?!
having a brother who is popular for acting very lame in front of the tv.

Na.

meet sarah liyana ; my rocking other half :)

we've known each other since i'm 16 and now i'm turning 19. lama gila la kan :) she's there through thick and thins and i still remember beijing baby. haha. we've met through arda or is it ruby? well, im not sure. but you know, when friends decided to come and go ; she sticks like glue. more like gam gajah la kan. haha

the first time i meet her, she fetch me dekat summit depan rumah with naqib (her brother). it was a little bit akward la but after she gave me a warmth hug, i felt lot better! :) the ride seems so awesome tiba tiba kan. haha naqib was busy making fun of us going to the zoo apa tah and we're making fun of him with his friends. petite friends. haha. hang out at her place in her lovable pink room, which i absoultely adore. plan on to kacau nuqman la and stuffs. and zahin ; dude i love you okay. syia lied, im you're biggest fan not her! haha.

went over to pav and meet arda. a good friend as well (who loves to draw me white roses whenever im upset) haha. honestly i never thought having a girl friend was easy. in her case it is la kan. since we share tonns of things in common, except sizes :) but like mummy said la. dont mind the age different, you're good friends. thats what matters. and na, i didnt do all this for fun. sometimes, friends need to feel appriciated. and today its my duty to say this ; na, you're appriciated! i love you. hahaa

okay its true that we're 2 years in between, so what? best friends don't come in pack honey! i was pretty upset yesterday and she called to calm me down. so this is my way of saying thank you for everything you every done for me little girl. hehe.

Rats.

went to sjmc for my 4 o'clock appointment with emmuel peter. doctor emmuel peter :P was forced to wear baju kurung, argh. (since wearing pants actually could hurt my tummy) i wear my fav black kurung ; yes the one i wore on friday for class. haha

i came across this chinese dude (CD). he sat right new to me actually. while waiting for emmuel to check on other patients, we watch dalmations on star movie. i love those dogs ;) i guess he does too ; since his jaw was wide open! suddenly everyone got so excited. haha oh this dude as well ;

CD : ah man, i don't have the chance to see what is going to happen to those little puppies.
P : ah, no worries. its a lame version of dalmations. you know.
CD : you've watch?
P : yes, well cruella did turn nice. she really did. but then dia ada this psychology thing happen to her, then she turn evil balik and try to kidnapped those puppies.
CD : really? wow. you actually pay attention?
P : nah, watched it like mil times before.
CD : cool, oh btw you look nice in kurung.
P : oh thanks!

I LOOK NICE IN KURUNG MAN! live with it. hahaha i'll definitely will get more kurung in the future!

so then i went inside to meet emmuel. my life savor ; without you, my appendix might have burst and i'll die! i love you emmuel. hahaha for the first time, i found out that emmuel did have a sense of humor. sure, after he kept repeating "don't skip your breakfast young lady!". and why did you kept calling me madam? whats up with that?! argh. aha

one thing about appendix that i was so devastated about ; i can't play sports. that was according to appendix legend ; my sister. haha. oh well, that is after emmuel go all ;

Mummy ; when can she start playing netball?
Daddy ; after 6 months kan?
Emmuel ; after 10 days.

oh yeah! im back on track. informed coach after that, and yes im back in the squad.
told you, they wont do without me.

Imagine.

some people wait their whole lives to find their soul mates. but not love and trust. childhood sweethearts, they could finish each others sentences and when they fought, they laugh.

no one could love and trust without each other. until the unthinkable happen, love's death devastated trust. life is for living, she realizes. but it always helps if theres an angle watching over you.

*****

this helps. i miss arwah so badly today ; no specific reasons for it. i have the right to cry as well. he is the closest person to me. a brother, my twins. irreplaceable, thats for sure. wanted to visit his grave, but im out of guts. by stepping in gives me the chill. but i miss him, he is by far the coolest best friend i could ever wish for.

Tagged.

I was tagged! by precious wawa :)

1) Do you think you're hot?

Not at all. HAHA! trust me, im far from that!

2) Upload your favorite picture of you!3) Why do you like that picture?-

I don't feel like uploading anything

4) When was the last time you ate pizza?

Yesterday. I couldnt say no to Dominoes.

5) The last song you listen to?

PCD ; I hate this part right here

6) What are you doing right now besides this?

arguing with Afifth!

7) What name would you prefer besides yours?

i like mine :)

People to Tag

1. Afifth

2. Dann

3. Indera.
4. Niena.

5. Na

8) Who is number one?
my new friend, he's fun :)

9) Number three is having a relationship with?

himself :)

10) Say something about number five?

my best friend. we're too alike!

11) How about number four?

my sister. she's my world :)

12) Who is number two?

dearest raja muhamad danial. aha

Superhero.

updates! okay ; quick one.

• single ; yes i know! finally i've come to my senses!
  

of course la quick kan ; dah kata only one updates. oh who the hell cares about my status kann :)
never been happier. that's what matters.

this appendix is killing me ; not the fact that it hurts cause obviously its not! but the fact that mum go all ; "jgn lasak sangat!" "cannot keluar! duduk rumahh!" that sort of thing.

i want this to go away; all this! old friends ke whatever ke ; GO AWAY.
(wacko sikit la kan today)

this world would do fine with only ; fmly , na , afifth (i need enemies okay) and dann in it!

my blog is so boring ; too many words.

Appendix.

sorry for not updating blogspot for quite some time. i was hospitalized last sunday due to appendix. i know, shocking isn't it. haha it was actually a good laugh day. i woke up early that day since my tummy hurts like hell, and i told daddy about it. he was worried and hurried me to the nearest clinic, and the doctor said "oh, angin ni". eh come on la, what the hell. so he gave me this strong enjection at the butt. i know, the butt! how emberresing is that? he said that the pain will go away after 10 minutes. so okay, we went home straight after that. but of course, it didnt. still hurts like hell. so daddy went back to the clinic and ask for a letter to bring me to sjmc.

yadayadayada, the next thing i know. i was brought to the er, waiting. i know, waiting kan. lambat gila! i sat there, did some uriene test, and this doctor did a little check up to see whats wrong kan. that friggin doctor did an equation kot! drag all the information ; add it up la. bla bla bla. peh. finally, they took me to my room :) 572 ; level 5 ; south building. its pretty oh, you could see pyramid from where i was standing. few minutes later, they took me to ultra sound test. pergh, i never knew having appendix was a lot of work, not that i was proud of it though.

anyway, the ultra sound result shows nothing. the doctor said that my organs are fine ; ovaries, kidney, heart, all that la. so it like ; i didnt have appendix at all. wtf kan! then my surgent ; Dr Emmuel Peter (the best and coolest doctor ever!) came to me and said ; "your organs are okay, your appendix seems fine as well. however, her white/red (i dont remember) cells was too much. its a sign of appendix. this is what i going to do, i will do the operation to see whats inside, and if you do have appendix, im just going to make another two holes and take it out. okay?"

peh 3 holes la kan!

my 9 pm operation was push to 6 pm. scary :( i wore those adorable hospital uniform oh and was taken to the main operation theather. mummy and daddy said goodbye smua (which is the best memory ever!) and the last thing i knew. i was inside my room :) peh cool gila babe.

i was stuck there for 4 days, and now im out. sorry i didnt go through all the details cause i can't really think straight yet.