click it clicks

i was browsing through blogspot after giving up on youtube, sebab God bosan gila youtube. then i found this,

http://ahuyy.blogspot.com/

i am no stalker, im just a reader. his writing and the way he think reminds me of arwah ayep. however i had no idea who this guy is. all i know is that you should click that link and read his blog. its awesome, and its funny. he gave me good laugh on this very sorrow evening. cey, haha :)

THANK YOU

red dress

want to know a secret? i haven't had my bath. i know, good Lord help her. HAHA! i don't feel like going out at all today. well, i was suppose to go out with Wa but nahhh. i rather stay home and eat pancakes. yum (:

right now i am trying not to type so fast because well, its noisy. i can't be noisy because hariz had his add maths tuition at home. home tuition, you know what i mean. so the house look extra clean today, hehe. his teacher is a cutie. HAHAHA! mummy said i shouldn't make so much noise or else the teacher would told me to tag along. so no way hooseeeyyy! im on vacation, education free week. so shoooshh.

omg! i just saw brat pitt wannabe online. haha no seriously, he name himself as brad pitt on msn. i probably should laugh at him now. quietly of course. i haven't seen naim for quiet a long time. oh i like his hair, i think. haha guna jari pun boleh :P naim, dinner jom! of course he has his 'boys' now. mana nak hang dah. but thanks for the dinner treat the other day and teman me watch telly in the cafe (:

i was gazing, cey gazing through my room then suddenly i saw this shiny pink book in under my bed. cool gila, i thought at the moment la kan. haha so i opened it, and oh its my bel120 book last semester. one interesting about this book is that you could find a proverb in every page. given by our dearest cutest mr ismail (: of course la in each of his class we have 'proverb of the day' sections. he make english sounds more interesting. you remember this thing yang, 'tepuk dada tanya selera' right? well, one day he said 'clap your chest, ask your appetite'. of course la i laugh because apparently i'm the only one who understand. few minutes later baru people laugh. sigh.

oh well, the point is i miss section 8 part 1 2008. seriously. at first we didn't get along at all la. since we all have different clicks and all. yada yada yada. but after a while, we clicked. we have the innocent meaner nas as our class representatives (thanks to me who happens to be the one who choose him. MIAHAHAHA!). i bet he had one hell of a responsible semester. we have reza, shafiq, apiz God banyak la jokers in the class. so mcm, fun gila. worth going to class for. i remembered one time when we attended fundamentals of management class one evening. madam looked so confused because the amount of attendance doesn't match the amount of students in the class. well, you know the drill. so everyone keep quiet la. then the madam ask reza why. suddenly he said, "madam, jangan tegur!". kira mcm there's some 'thing' else in the room yang sing the attendance la. silly guy. we all miss us (:

impulsive figure

tomorrow is wawa's birthday, so here goes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

perhaps not that special, but there you have it. see you tomorrow babe.

okay, im bored. add dead in between. i'm dead bored. having a car to drive won't kill boredom as well you know. it just kills you more. the fact that you got no place to go to is intensively insane. i hate holidays (well only when parents are working, now that amir is too busy with meetings and danial is no where to be found).

hariz is most probably am upset with me right now. no, not hariz my real brother, im talking about hariz the ex's best friend. i told him something, something perhaps too much for him to handle. oh well, i wouldn't expect a guy to understand a situation where he never been in. so whatever bro, suit yourself.

lets make point, well life isn't treating us fair enough. agree? well, maybe not. the fact that it isn't always on our side just make it seems even more darn complicated. everyone make mistakes, yes? i do. you do. everyone does. its obvious. by mistakes, we learn from it. takes time but you'll manage. wait, whats my point again? right, i've lost it.

i've made a major biggest mistakes of my life. its too late to learn from it, i know that. still, i admit it and i live by it. and now, i have to live with it for the rest of my entire life. being responsible is one thing, having responsibilities is another. okay, i've lost it again. shoot, the point is, i've made a mistake. thrice for that matter. so just do everyone a favor, forgive yourself and live with it.

i woke up today feeling sorry for myself, why? knowing that i've been living this life, not so fancy yet complete life while others suffers (im not just talking about Gaza or any war okay), in general. i mean don't you ever demand for a cute expensive outfit that you wanted so bad and you'd do anything to have it, and once you have it man, what do you really feel? of course i would say glad. but seriously, what?

i am known among my friends as someone who was trying to make so much point in one sentence. now i know its true. God, i think too much. but seriously what was really my point here. well, my point is that this is my blog and i could crap about anything i want. i could go shopping without feeling guilty these days, seriously.

today i decided to walk around amir's neighborhood to see if i have something interesting to blog. i could really find anything 'interesting'. instead i saw a bunch of kids sitting near the drains and make out. okay gross much. i mean do you really have to sit near the drains? and do you really have to make out in public? yuck. hear me out, get a room go to a hotel! i don't know. there are things which was suppose to be private and public places aren't the best place to show em. even amir shake his heads 5 friggin times. the last time i saw him doing that is when arsenal lost! serious case. teens, God. where are your manners. i know my manners aren't that perfect, but people like me are the ones who hides all the imperfections. if you're too horny, keep it to yourself or yet get married!

okay, im done.

where the road would lead us now

right now i am sitting in front of labby doing exactly nothing. i watched danial on and offline for about three minutes now. couldn't have a proper conversation. adoi. earlier today na was telling me stories about bandung. sure i envy you little person. why wouldn't you take me along? now she's no where to be found. no longer online. mana la dia ni. fa and beck are busy talking about this guy yzn if you girls don't mind me mentioning his name. so i mcm reading while enjoying a cup of cold plain water, which i was not suppose to have. i am still waiting for people to come online, because i'm dead bored. seriously bored i even called yans and sha in ipoh. benci, gila rindu.

so i was browsing through myspace and i was observing shah's page. ops, nowadays people call him Mo. used to be a very good friend of mine. who came over at least once a year, at least! we'll go for a movies ke hang ke anything la. i've known him ever since he was this immature brat who wears specs and adore chris brown. then he turn gothic. so gothic that he scares me. but now, he's a blond stranger with a girlfriend. a grown man. hate to see him grow and leave :( i miss you brat!

now, danial has a problem. serious problems. in love with an ex is equals to being in love with the past. agree? yes no? YES. but i couldnt ever argue with dan. he has his own feelings. he's a risk taker. like afifth once said, like with taking any risk is not worth it. still agree with that. oh well. im here for you dann, always.

so i was browsing through myspace and i found this error, "your word make me change". i laugh, hard. seriously, but of course i wont tell you whose page is that la. that will be so improper.

right now, i must say i agree with yawn. george clooney is so hot. looks old, but still. hot. why? well, i must admit la, after years of ignoring tv and movies i've finally watched the whole ocean's thirteen. whole story. i was amazed on how brilliant the movie was and of course how cute and well dressed brad pitt looks. its funny, yet smart.

i remembered writing essays about anorexia last week. to tell you the truth, i was crapping from the very beginning. i use this sentence, "just by a glance in the mirror, turn these normal teenagers into a living corps". i pick it up somewhere. oh right, reader's digest! haha. speaking of reader's digest, im still upset because i couldnt find the new issue. apparently hariz read it before everyone else did and somehow it went 'missing'. i need a dose of that as well.

hariz is currently whining like his 10 because the kitchen has run out of ribbena. you freak. his whine is driving me insane. so i decided to drive to giant and buy him two bottles of ribena. that should do the trick! shoohh.

i miss college so badly. i miss yans, i miss sha and i miss my three unknown toilet mates! i miss cursing all through microeconomics class because i dont understand a word. i miss acting all smart ass during accounts because i know all the answers to every questions! i miss waiting for netball practice every thursday morning. and worse, i miss college cafe food.

i need college.

getting on track

putting self on track should be a tricky thing to do. but no lahh, ni put kot? haha. i have friends to count on.

real friends, as i was going to say.

i was so excited to go online. i waited all day for danial to come online. yes, raja muhamad danial. i miss having him to argue with. i know being on my side would be the hardest thing to do, but he manage :)

yawn, ones who have been missing constantly. i miss you yawn. hehe :) of course, she's the girl who got me through every pain and stuffs. iloveyou.

i'd give up the world to hug this two people! ;)

and i've made a deal with arep that i'll visit him in penang. apparently someone has taken over afifth place in uitm penang eh? haha. siapa suruh terlampau pandai rep? ;)


_xoxo

wise thinking

i am 19 years and 17 days old. probably 17 days wiser, heh? okay maybe not. college seems to play easy with me. thank you. but reality seems a little cruel. i hate you. but of course i have my pals who sticks.

four days ago, around 5pm i was told that my great grandmother has passed away. well, its fate. can't blame em can we? journey back seems so long. didnt really want to talk about this. maybe later.

here's the thing, i have two friends who are still in high school. just two, not more and not less. two people who i constantly listens to. those two, which i dont have to mention names because well, most people has already know. other than these two, theres this one in particular. people hate her, and so do i. i dont need some lifeless school girl telling me that i dont have a life. i know, shocking. well, here what you can do. you can tell all your classmates how cruel i am, or maybe how lifeless i could get. sure, its your time. and here's my advice, you come and talk to me when you left school, earn your own money and perhaps a car. there there, its a long way to go dont you think. i can brag too you know. like bragging on how you're chasing after my ex and my beloved brother. think about it, now you're satisfied because you have my ex by your side. how does that affect me? none. see, wise thinking little girl. shooh, go get a life.

so?

two to go

mummy : what do you want for your birthday?
put : eh can request eh ma? haha.
mummy : yes, boleh boleh. see if i can get it for you.
put : best la if my birthday is evryday :P
mummy : dont push it!

haha, love you ma <3
but i dont think i could wish for anything right now. i have uber amazing friends and super cool parents kan ;) but i guess this year i felt a little lonely la sikit. lys is busy dgn you know, things. since she'l be leaving for UK soon. this time around i usually spend it with arwah. since now he's gone, so mcm lonely gila lah kan :( one year older without him.

anywayyyy, peh birthday this year sure bosan. i was thought about celebrating dgn mama and daddy la kan. since kakak, niena and iya balik kampung cause my great grandma sakit. soooooooooo ya allah sumpah bosan nanti. and esk early in the morning ada this mara thingy going on dekat college. peh hari lain tade ke doy? grh.

one thing i probably dying to have um, mcfly cd! bg tu, sumpah aku syg kau. hahaha
dougie hot :P

wte, cun aku dah besarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
so pg mati la kalau ta suka kan :P

deep shit lies

hello. ah ah rindu blog ;) too busy with cllege lahh adoy. of course la, unlike some people i hv real life en. hehe ops! anywyyy, turning 19 tmrw. yes, tmrw je. dahh tua dahh yeahh.

surely, kalau nk update like gahh byk gila, so one at a time starting, um later lah. mls sial aku :P crntly at home, sb tmrw i hv plans to balik bangi balik tmrw. plus i dnt thnk yans & sha bleh survive lama without me around, hehe i doubt :)

well, smester two. apa eh? surely make new cool friends. mcm faiz, ohh and fara. crazy duo la dorg, best gila nak mti. tried smthing new, tick. um, chey malas gila nk update nih.

haha later la :P