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I miss :

• being on the phone with *cough cough* all night whining and letting him express his care and adoring towards me.
  
• laugh all night over something seriously stupid but funny.
• staring at sha's and yana's face before bed.
• make fun of ryan by calling him with silly names.
• say "hi alam" every time i saw him.
• went swimming with friends.
• have triple threat gossip sessions.
• go shopping with my two girls.
  
• comparing heights with mo.
• have a heart to heart conversation with muiz. he don't even have time to answer calls anymore *cries*

I want :

• to go paintball.
• to watch movies with a bunch of friends from high school.
• play inside PADINI's big changing room.
• to cam whore.
• to go fishing on a lake full of fishes swimming around.
• snorkeling.
• to go for family holiday.

I need

• a new laptop. well not really.
• to attend gig/party. its been a while :(
• new matching earrings.
• a new clutch.
• chuck.