lay off my back

To be honest with you, sometimes I hate being a girl. Why? Mood swings, that's why! Or was it hormones? Hm.. I'll get back to you on that.

Anyway, this bloody mood swings slash hormones is driving me crazy. Like they have the mind of their own. Its like they have the key to my rudeness cells or something. Cause truth to be told, I am pretty rude with words when I am so bloody upset.

And as you could see, I am upset right now. Come on ask me why. Well, because my bloody pan drive (sorry I'm too upset to think about spelling right now) is missing. Yes, missing. I love that bloody pink thing so much that I let it ruin my head right now!

And that's just not it. You, yes you. What the hell is wrong with you. I am trying to the nicest *tutt* for you, practically care for you and this is how you repay me? Oh sorry for being to considerate when you're not. Thank you so much. And you, yes another you. Why are you trying to convince me to believe in you? I believe what I want to believe. So stop talking to me.

I am so bloody upset. Cheers for rubbing me the wrong way. I feel like choking someone right now. That's it, I am getting myself a stress ball a.s.a.p!

tagged

Syarat-syarat main tag ini :
1. Tag dijawab dalam Bahasa Melayu sahaja.
2. Tag orang yang telah men'tag' anda
3. Tag orang yg anda mahu tag.

0. Apakah yang anda sedang lakukan 30 minit yang lalu?
berchatting bersama Hilmi, Amer dan Arep di MSN.

1. 2 jam yang lalu?
mengeluh disisi Daddy tersayang sambil membelai kepala kecil Nana

2. Anda suka
membaca buku, menyanyi, bermain guitar merah tersayang dan melukis

3. Minggu lepas
saya sedang tidur di apartment?

4. Tiga lagu yang boleh anda dengar berulang-ulang kali
jika anda ternampak amy (if you seek amy) - britney spears
lebih gila (crazier) - taylor swift
belum lagi bermula (won't even start) - david choi

5. Tiga binatang yang anda tak suka
tikus
kucing
lipas

6. Lima fakta tentang anda
- saya suka menyanyi
- saya sayangkan guitar merah saya
- saya suka memandu orang
- saya lasak
- dan saya sangat sukar untuk diramal


7. Tahun depan mungkin
saya ingin menambah pendapatan

8. Saya tak reti
[sugar coat dalam bm apa? :(]

9. Saya pandai
membuli orang dan membuatkan orang menangis


10. Kawan saya
sangat hebat dan sejuk (cool) HAHAHAHA!

11. Saya ada
bibir yang cantik. (i've been told so, okay :P)

12. Saya seorang
yang suka menyanyi dalam apa keadaan sekali pun.

13. Adik saya
tergolong dalam kalangan manusia manusia yang comel. haha

14. Saya tak pernah bosan dengan (senaraikan 4)
internet
melayan kawan kawan yang tidak selalunya siuman
musik
blog

15. Bilakah pertama kali anda bercinta?
seawal usia 7 tahun

16. Perkara yang selalu orang tak percaya tentang anda
saya peramah. saya tidak sombong, saya cuma rabun dan tak nampak orang. jadi kalau nak saya nampak anda, lompat la depan saya okay

17. Saya rindu
seorang budak dalam class saya :P
(bukan awak eh yana)

18. Saya tak sabar
untuk mendapat degree dan membuka galeri seni

19. 5 laman yang anda selalu layari
titik blog
muka buku
ruang saya
tube anda
meebo

20. Siapa yang anda mahu tag?
rj.zyra
fara zaidi
syuhada baha
nasri saari
amalina razali

I miss you Hilmi

[21:22] [HILMI]: Oit. Aku nmpk ko dating kt summit ptg td.
[21:22] ptrnrfqh: what?
[21:22] ptrnrfqh: hahaha
[21:22] ptrnrfqh: asl tak tegurrrr?
[21:23] [HILMI]: Ko ar buat2 xnmpk aku. Aku lalu bnyk kali. Nk tegur segan lak. Ko dating ngan sape ey td? Aku cm kenal ar.
[21:23] ptrnrfqh: haha
[21:23] ptrnrfqh: dekat mane ah time tu?
[21:23] ptrnrfqh: oh dia ex usj 8
[21:23] ptrnrfqh: junior kau kot
[21:23] [HILMI]: Kt kdi mamak
[21:23] ptrnrfqh: OH
[21:23] ptrnrfqh: aku sumpah xnampak!
[21:24] ptrnrfqh: hahaha
[21:24] [HILMI]: Sape name dier, taufiq ey?
[21:24] ptrnrfqh: aah
[21:24] ptrnrfqh: haha
[21:24] [HILMI]: Aku dak bju hitam pki jeans td.
[21:24] ptrnrfqh: mana ada dating doh
[21:24] ptrnrfqh: ramai sgt la
[21:25] ptrnrfqh: asl kau xtegur je?
[21:25] [HILMI]: Ntah ar. Aku cm segan. Time tu aku pn tgh blur aku tgh cri member sebenarnye. Handset x bwk. Aku cm nyesal lak x tgur td. Sorry2.
[21:26] ptrnrfqh: haha
[21:26] ptrnrfqh: tula psl
[21:26] ptrnrfqh: aku mcm dh nak mati kebohsanan kot td
[21:28] [HILMI]: Asl? Date ko bosan ke?
[21:29] ptrnrfqh: lebih kurang ah
[21:29] ptrnrfqh: haha
[21:30] [HILMI]: Lerh. Ape da.. Nway, aku gtg. Nanti chat lg k. Laen kali kot dpt jmpe ko. Tp ko x bnyk brubah ey.
[21:31] ptrnrfqh: haha
[21:31] ptrnrfqh: sama je
[21:31] ptrnrfqh: nmpk nanti tgur ah
[21:33] [HILMI]: Ok. Nway. I meant its a gud thing ko x berubah sgt. Keep it dat way. K weh. Cao.
[21:33] ptrnrfqh: haha
[21:33] ptrnrfqh: thnks wei

yesterday's today

I am exhausted. Come on, ask me why.

I went out with the sisters to the most boring place on earth, The Summit USJ for some girlish time out. I'm meeting Taufiq there as well. So, Summit pun, Summit lah.

The day was exhausting because I spend few hours 'tawaf' Summit. Okay I know, its not that big but still. Its like going back and forth to college for six or seven times. KPTM bangi-ans, imagine that! :(

Anyway here are some pictures.


She was bowling before she force Niena to buy her bloody pink car. Yes, hear out people I am jealous. She always gets everything :( Oh fyi, she is obsessed with cars. Here, take a look.

Told you so.

Anyway few moments after my dullest day ever, we (Taufiq and I) saw Kimi at the arcade. Thank you Kimi for replacing the thunderstorm with the brightest sun. I OWE YOU. Hahaha and they were making fun of me almost the whole afternoon. And wanting to sabotaj and kill my future husband at our wedding. They had plans, big plans. I just want to say, I hate you guys. Haha.

Oh and while I was 'cleaning' my room, I found this. HAHAHA. Suddenly I miss my driving instructor.



Behold, my JPJ Driving Examination. Of course I've passed you silly :)

Sisters and I

I spend the whole day with my three loving sisters and my brother. Wait, minus brother. He was busy doing his guyish 'thing'. Who could blame him, its a guy thing right.

Anyway, I don't feel like blogging that much so to make it up to you, I'll post some pictures instead.

She's getting ready to go to the playground
looking like this :)

We bullied her and told her to push her stroller herself.
Oh and she kept a stick on the back of the stroller
so that she could 'destroy' all the pokok semalu in sight.
See,



and I still suck at this,
SWELL.

Blog later.

Arwah Mak We'

As Malaysia is busy spreading news about the death of Arwah Yasmin Ahmad, my grandmother were fighting for her life since yesterday. Daddy told me that she was admitted to the hospital yesterday and this morning, he went with Mummy for a visit (Melaka). Since we didn't have our family car with us, Daddy decided not to let us tag along.

As I was busy enjoying my date with Adam Brody in Italy, God took her away from me. I was told that she passed away about 5-6 pm. To be honest with you, I kinda used to this mellow-ish feeling and I am not sure if I should've said that. Nenek (great grandmother) passed away earlier this year. But this? No one saw it coming.

Don't ask me how I am doing. Cause that'll be so stupid of you. It's hard, really hard. But somehow I know it is harder for Daddy. I wish that I could be there for him and hug him through every moment. But I, yours truly wasn't there. I'm not even sure how to comfort him.

My relationship with my grandmother, Mak We' wasn't that close. I guess theres something I should keep it among my family and I. But Mak We' is a mother and she has a great son who seems to respect him and taught us how to respect her under any circumstances.

I felt devastated not to be able to visit her during Raya. Raya won't be the same without her and her kuih. They say I was her favorite grandchild. Since I was the chubbier. I guess what I'm going to miss most is the way she pinch my cheeks.

Mind my english. Goodbye.

behind the wheels

Today is Sunday. I suppose to (like I posted before) be dragging the sisters to Pyramid but since Kak Long informed me last minute that she won't be coming home this week so I guess the plan is canceled :( Come on, Putrajaya is not that far!

And now I'm stuck at home but maybe I spoke too soon cause it's only 10.13 am in the morning. Daddy and Mama went to visit Mak We' (the grandmother from Daddy's side) in Melaka. I was told that she was admitted yesterday (I think). Get well soon :)

Oh and haven't you heard? Yasmin Ahmad had passed away. Man, I love her movies. Oh well, life goes on. May God bless her.

Oh and since I have a week holiday right in front of my face, I decided to spend it wisely. Very wisely. I'll be spending hours and hours with these two.



Now go easy on me okay? Its time to get all this rusty cells of Arabic, working baby! But of course, I have these two to keep me company. My two greatest best friends :)

Holiday? Bring. It. On!

Midterms Vain

I am not happy. I mean, I WAS but not until I've been informed that the midterm break comes early this semester. I know, I should be excited and plot my day out instead of being all mellow and whine. But here's the bad news, 2 days of holiday for Raya. So, not fair!

Anyway, since I already sign in and decline Niena's offer to go to the park for our weekly Sister's Day out routine, I better make myself useful. Last night, after a tiring hours working with Statistics (I guess the quiz on Monday is canceled?! YAY!), I went straight to bed without knowing how my room look like after two weeks. I came home to this.

Now the pink little creature is Lola.
(Wawa's present for my 18th birthday)
I ordered her to guard my precious books
and as you can see, there's a lot of books missing.
Looks like Lola is not doing her job properly.
I'll have a word with her later.

I found this on my bed. I think it's Niena's
or Zahirah's. But definitely not Rina's or Hariz's cause
that'll be so weird. Anyway, watch it.
It's nice.

Oh and THIS for lunch. Its a spaghetti.
(thou I'm not sure with the spelling)
Yum. Thanks Mama :)

And since Saturday is such a busy day for everyone except for Zahirah, Rina and I. We spend the whole day being a pain to Niena. It's not a very nice thing to do actually cause it's her day off. But no worries, I bet she still loves her baby girls. Plus tomorrow, I'll drag the sisters to Pyramid for a movie or something. Oh and Hariz too :P

Oh here are some adorable pictures of Rina. Enjoy

She's the girl with the tech.


and now she's wearing a bareback.
Don't look at me. It's Niena's doing.
HAHA. Wait till Mama sees this.

Oh and after they (Mama, Daddy, Zahirah and Rina) comes home from Aunty Mizah's birthday party, (which is totally awes, thumbs up cousin Wan) Mama showed me some adorable tops that Aunty Mizah bought for Rina. You lucky you!

Isn't it adorable? :D Can't wait to have kids of my own one day! HAHA InshaAllah.

But no matter what you wear, Kakak still loves you baby girl.

Mmmmmuaaaaah ;)
xo

Updates updates updates!

Sorry for not blogging for a while. I've been really really busy. Statistics, arabic, microecons. Gah, its hectic. Not to mention tiring as well. Since it's Friday night and I'm home I figured I should update this thing.

Anyway, on previous post I've mentioned about something about A? Well, I was wrong. His name starts with the letter H. My bad. My intuition can't be right all the time. Anyway, here's a picture of him.

Mysterious enough for you? HAHA

No, I am not a stalker (even if I am, I am probably by far the worst stalker). I was bored and he happens to be at the wrong place at the wrong time. I think I might even freak him out. I know, I have that ability. HA HA HA.

Anyway.. right in between my hectic and horrible 5 days in college, I manage to seek a few entertainment for myself and my friends. Ever since I move to Kajang, I've never really got the chance to cruise around and have fun. Yes, one serious case. Anyway, right after class last Wednesday, my girlfs and I went to Metro Point Kajang (since it's the nearest so far) to our apartment and decided to scream our lungs out at The Music Box. Yes, there's no Red Box in Kajang. But it was fun. RM9 per person for three hours. Oh I still owe that to Yana. Heh.

So, here are a few boring pictures. Enjoy.

As you can see, I am not willing to share. It's de-li-ci-ous!
(kopitiam)


My two loyal girlfs.
Sha & Yans

We're waiting in line for our turn at the Music Box.
We were practicing. HAHA

What? This? This was just a picture of me at the bowling place 'pretending'
to wait for Megat just so we could sit there
for free! HAHA. I guess the secret is out now.

Oh. And I bought THIS!

Its adorable isn't it? :D

Oh and before I end this post, allow me to show you a picture. I think its weird and it kept me wondering..

BEHOLD.
Puteri Nur Khairina bt Ramli
is holding a cat.
Fyi, Daddy allow the cat to sleep
with her. My sisters and I
spend the whole night worrying about
her. Not the cat.

Goodnight.

H3y y0u.. (Idonttypelikethis!)

Business Communication - One

Physiological : Physical Barriers.
Visual impairment (check!), hearing loss (check!), articulation disorders (double check!), memory loss (I'm not sure about this one), etc.

Hoi, terasa aku :(

Hold up! What you see yg physical barriers bla bla blaaaaaa are apart of business communication semester three. Gila susah? :( Serious tak tipuuuu! Ingatkan kacang je.

Anyway, apart from being a total pain college seems exciting (in a way!). How? Haha, one word. Starts with the letter A. You'll hate me for this. But he's been the only reason why I'm looking forward waking up at 6.30 everyday and drag myself to 8.40 classes. Oh not to mention being able to force my lazy legs to the cafe just to catch a glance of him. (I know right,OMG).

But my stalking days are over. I am determined to say hi, the next time I saw him. Yes, introduce myself and make eye contact. Okay, maybe the eye contact part is too much. Minus that. Bottomline is, I am ready.


Or maybe I should think this through.

I addressed it to you

I am down with a flu. Thank you for the farewell gift Yana :( Now I'm down with it too. Nice.

God, I miss home. Wait, I am home. Ha ha ha. Feels good to see my parents again. I miss Daddy's way of nodding when I told him stories about college and stuff and Mama's way of rolling her eyes with that sarcastic smile indicating something good. It feels good to be home.

Minus the flu, of course.

Oh college today was awes! I saw Azmi (mungkin bukan nama sebenar kerana ianya bergantung kepada kejujuran beliau memperkenalkan diri beliau) out of his usual 'uniforms'.

AND I DON'T LIKE IT.

I mean he look better before. But well, he's a jaw dropper as usual. He He He. Come on, it has been three semester already! :D

For fun - I'm bored

Fill out this fun Your Life As A Movie Survey and then share it with your friends.

Would it be a blockbuster or straight to DVD?
A blockbuster, definitely! :'D

What would you name it?
19 years young - A Dreamer (Haha, I know I am lame!)

What kind of movie would it be (Drama, comedy, horror, romance, etc.)?
Romantic comedy.

Where would it be shot?
Around KL, home, Pavi and college (Malaysia is the safest place)

What would be the movie's theme song?
Get Tangled Up in Me by Skye Sweetnam

What 3 songs would you choose to play during the credits?
Music is My Boyfriend (Skye), Say (John Mayer), 4Ever (The Veronicas)

What movie style would it be?
Movie style? I don't know.

Who would you choose to play you?
Rachel Bi! Hahaha (Nak yg hot je!)

Who would you choose to play your parents?
The Beckhams :) That'll be awes!

Who would you choose to play your friends (up to 10)?
Scarlett Jo, Jessica Biel and Jessica Alba. Now siapa nak jadi Alba? :D

What would be the main theme of the movie?
Me. Haha I'm not sure if its a theme.

Any funny moments?
Of course!

Any fights?
Nope. Arguments maybe.

Any love interests?
Oh definitely. Haha ;)

Any sad moments?
Um.. a little maybe.

How would it end?
Imagine Rachel Bi and Jackson Rathbone together. Thats the ending :'D (HA HA HA!)

Retry

I'll be facing few challenges this semester. I will not only be facing my biggest fear, Micro.. Yes, I am talking about Arabic, Statistics and Costing. Looks like Micro has rivals. Ha Ha Ha. Boo me! :(

Well, I guess I'm not really worried about Bel, Business Communication and CTU so far. I'll be fine, InshaAllah. Just pray for me okay!

Oh and and and I am so upset that Sir Ismail won't be teaching me Business Communication this semester cause I am hoping that he will since the first semester! I am so bloody upset :( This is so unfair. Sir Is equals to A. I know, sounds so unfair that Sir Is's students will be getting an A for their Buss Com but that is not the reason why I wanted to be in his class so bad. He is an amazing lecturer, fun and I understand every word he said. But this semester Miss Safura (my previous Bel lecturer) will be taking over Buss Com. Now now, go easy on me Miss. This Puteri still need some spaces to show her incredibaly wordy 'gagap' side during presentation.

Behold, semester three.

Tagged.

Tagged! Cursed you Lys :( (Nahh, JOKING!)

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!

1. I hate it when people call me by my first name or my last name. I prefer you calling me by my nickname. Then maybe I'll entertain you.

2. I am 19, even if I look like I'm 23.

3. Don't make fun or lie to me. I won't take any type of bullshits that doesn't comply. I am not stupid, so let me be the judge of you. I'll believe what I want to believe.

4. I laugh when I look at barbie wannabes. Strikeout that, I laugh when I look at any wannabes.

5. I always want to be in control.

6. I like to do things myself, my way. I don't usually need help from other people not because I am proud or snobbish but because I'll only be blaming myself if I do it all wrong.

7. I am hard headed, rebellious and hot tempered. That's just how I roll.

8. I don't just listen to anyone. I listen to myself. If it comply, it comply.

9. I talk a lot, especially after drinking a bottle of red bull. Most people are used to me talking craps. And when that happens, its only for the sake of entertaining myself.

10. I fall for people very easily. But no worries, I am working on it.

11. I like pretty bright things. I usually buy them even though I know I don't need it. I am not good with spending money. And I'm working on this one too.

12. I like to meet new people. And I agree to the fact that we might not see eye to eye, so if he/she is not much of friends material, I will avoid every conversation if necessary. I don't want to hurt anyone's feeling by rolling my eyes.

13. I love to observe people.

14. I am a huge dreamer. I know what I want and how I want it. Yes, I already plan how my wedding would be like, how I'll raise my kids and their names. I know those are just plans but heck, I'm just one ordinary day dreamer.

15. I got mad very easily especially when I'm tired.

16. I don't trust just anyone.

17. I know how to have fun. By fun I am not referring to going to clubs and stuffs like that. I could seek entertainment even in class.

18. I joke a lot. Mainly because I love it when people laugh over something that came out of my mouth.

19. I don't like to look bitchy or girlish when I go out. I prefer elegance and confidence.

20. I admit it when I'm wrong.

21. I eat a lot.

22. I like to mix around with other people. Including my best friend's boyfriend or girlfriend. I believe there are no limitation when it comes to making friends.

23. I love red bull. I don't usually say this.

24. I am a shopaholic. I spend a lot but I spend wisely. I am not brand conscious, so I buy anything that is pretty and eye catching even though its cheap. I really don't mind.

25. I am good at imitating people.

Tag people :
Kak Zyra
Mellow
Shafira
Fah

Charm

I answered some questions on this particular website, which I might give you the link to.. later.
Anyway, they want us to to answer a few questions (of course, I've mention that before) then, they studied your answer and present you with some analysis about yourself. Pretty intriguing I must say. I did a few but I wasn't sure about the answer.

The real you analysis one.

Here is the analysis:

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Okay, after three I figured I had enough. I'm not sure that its true (and I'm not saying that because I want others to tell me that it is or being proud about it) but well, analysis.

Remember me?

Hello, remember me?
Its me
Your little princess
Its been years,
you seem like a stranger to me now.
I miss you
I miss you bad

We used to sit near the staircase
Chatting love and lust
and whatever new
We were so close
But then we grew up and
forget about each other

You used to like the way I laugh
You say I laugh like a hyena but I never mind
You told me my eyes shines more than a million stars
My smile brought up the sun
That the love I share,
is indescribable.
I miss that
I miss you

Come on Peter Pan,
Don't you remember your Jane?

Adrenaline rush

I saw him across the hall
Walking back and forth
I think the sun neglect him today
Clicking his phone too hard, and that large cloud above his head.

I stole a glace, hoping to share
some sunny smile.
Sadly, he never look
He needs to let it all out
But he was all alone
He'll throw and through it
Come on Big Man! I have faith
Don't lose your senses now
Don't let those adrenaline rush took over.
Don't.

No, he's loosing it.
I tried comforting him with my eyes
Mine meet his,
That's it..
Finally I know, why..

Lights On Me.

Tatum looks hot but well Morgan is way hotter. Obsessed much? Yes. Its 4.37 in the morning and I'm awake. No, this time I won't blame it on the Red Bull. Perhaps this time I should blame the bad coke? Yes. Lets do that.

Yesterday had been very boring. I had nothing to do, no where to go but to the restaurant to buy lunch. See Fah.. Nilai. Pronto. We catch a late night movie, Terminator. Gah, the movie was okay but I swear I could get heart attack. I have to say, its too action-ish to me. I think I still prefer Transformers.

I currently in 'mood swings' dilemma. Its like I shouldn't think about it and I did anyway so now its disturbing. I am tired of being all sad and devastated. I know one day I'll meet my man and live happily ever after. I guess I need him, now?

Enough won't cut it.

Sorry no picture. I don't feel like google-ing at all. Well actually I tried, but well it'll take forever to download. I am not a big fan of waiting. Yes, self centered indeed. Cheers.

To be honest with you, I am hungry. And one, I don't know why I felt like being honest about silly things and two, even if I lied about being hungry, I don't think it'll hurt anyone. Call me lame, but I was born along with it. So, yeah.

I actually had nothing to blog about really. I'm just bored. Dead bored. And I need some entertainment, fast. Video games, more movies and so on. And I need them fast, before I collapse into "I am so bored and lonely, now I feel so pathetic" hole. Yes yes, I am almost there.

Despite for being totally bored, I manage to watch few movies, yes again. Sepi. Sad sad malay movie. I cried when the character Imaan won't admit her boyfriend's loss. Sounds femiliar? Maybe. Maybe you (people in general, I mean) might not understand those kind of feelings. But someday, you will. And it hurts more than any heartbreaks and you'll find yourself sitting alone in a dark room (usually because sad people hate turning on the lights-which I am sure it's just dramatical effects which will never ever fool me) and cry. Can't sleep, refuse to go out, didn't eat and refuse to take a bath. When that happens, you'll turn from sad to smelly and pathetic. Kesian..

I watch PS I Love You again and oh Jeff, I so love you.

I love you

Okay. This is disturbing.

It is 5.37 am in the morning and I still can't sleep. Whoa, Yani wasn't kidding. That red bull really works. And now I can't sleep, at all. My body is tired, my mind is shutting down and I kept typing "my" as "mi". Which obviously indicates that I am practically tired. (Sorry, I am trying to sound smart).

Ohmigod. I think Sha just laugh is her sleep. She did.

I know I told you that I'm going to update about college tomorrow, but I'm bored. My back hurts like crazy and its so uncomfortable. I can't wait to see the sun. Maybe then I won't be so bored and maybe this red bull effect would disappear soon? Maybe.

Shit, 5.42! Its either my world has turn from slow to slower or its just hormones and lack of sleep. It is still disturbing.

Anyway, okay college. College looks great. Orange, pitiful and lame like the way I left it few months ago. I am glad to bump into Sir Ismail while doing my registration. He is very nice. I hope he'll be teaching my Business Communication class. I might get an A. He's the good guy. Haha. (I have no idea what I am blogging about)

Oh I met Reza, Bella, Nana, Kak Lin and a few 'old' friends. They didn't change one bit. Hey its only been three semester. I don't know. I only know one thing which is I have to study hard this semester. Yes, I'll keep that in mind. Oh and if you saw me some where, wasting my time and all, please remind me to go home and study. I beg of you. I need the wake up call every now and then. I am only one person, I can't multitask when it comes to that.

Other than that, college has been okay. Not amazing but okay. Oh well when you're studying in MIUC there's practically nothing to brag about.

My my I so need a sleep. Shit.

There's a reason.

I know it's almost 5 am in the morning but please I really have to blog about this. I spend the whole night-morning, watching movies inside sha's laptop. Step up 2, PS I Love You, Richie Rich, Kung Fu Panda.. No thanks to that bloody Red Bull. Thank you bloody Red Bull. I'll be needing you for exams.

Oh okay, the real reason I wanted to blog so badly at this hour is, Jeffrey Dean Morgan! Ohmigod. I swear that right now he is on top of every list! My must haves list, my hottest-guy-in-the-whole-wide-world list and so on. Not sure about how serious I am? Fine let me prove it to you.

B E H O L D !

From today onwards, this is my dream guy. (10 minutes decision)

Jeffrey Dean Morgan is way way hotter than Andy Estranged, Micheal Keaton and everyone I've labeled as 'hot' before. Yesssss. I am soooo in love with him! Screw everyone. I am Mrs Morgan now. Ha Ha Ha.

Oh I know I should blog about first day at college and stuff but I think I'll do that tomorrow. I've been texting Optimus the whole night. Almost. Fah, you know what the hell I am talking about right. I wonder if you wonder why. Haha reply me.

Oh and I bet Danial had a wonderful day at work today? Its his first day. If you're reading this by any chance, good luck boy. RM1500 calls for Mamak one day. Hahaha.