The other day I share a very moderate and safe conversation with Danial. Its more self building than I expected cause well its Danial we're talking about here. He don't usually tolerate with shits. He is more of the outspoken type. I really look up to him. He's not just a good friend, he's an amazing person as well. Thank you Dan. I hope after that night, you won't ever have to hear me cry ever again. And yes, no more boys talk.
Now, get out of my system boy!
(Oh, not you Dan. You. Stay.)
You see, my confidence has dropped in enormous amount over the past weeks. I felt weaker and I don't like the self pity-ish I had for myself either. So I'm letting it all go. Everything. All painful experience, bitter breakups and lousy boyfriend. This is what you get when you combine Arda, Danial, Na and Daddy in one thought. Gives you strength and undivided love. Priceless!
I am grateful for having this amazing people around me because I know I can't stop shit from happening, it'll happen eventually. But I am thankful I have them to back me up and hit me with reality. Seriously, the one thing I need most is reality. Reality makes you who you really are.
Its time for me to add some value to myself. You better be filthy rich cause I am expensive!