Leave us alone, seriously.

Goodbye 0-9

Had a wonderful week having Syg around. Watch movies on his labby, playing the guitar, making lunch for him. Loving the moments. I'll wait for you to come home soon Syg :)

Oh I should thank his boys, Aiman, Nabil and Naim for their willingness to drag Wan to Subang for our last date before he's off to Dungun. Had lunch, laugh our ass off. Its fun. Again, thank you. Hope to see you guys pretty soon!

Yes, Syg's off to Dungun. Sedih but its fine. Shall I remind you Mister that you're there untuk menimba ilmu. Don't forget that okay? I miss you already. I'll be waiting for you to come home love.

Oh ohh goodbye 09, hello 10. I'll be 20! (:

Happy New Year you guys. xx

Whenever I miss you; I put your tune on play mode,
Stare over your picture,
and read the sweetest notes you gave me,

I put on your clothes,
Spray your perfume just so I could feel you close,
I could feel your hands holding mine tightly,
and our lips touches,
That moment I knew,
Dammit, I love you.

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste,
You make it hard for breathing

- two is better than one, boys like girls.

I need more Poppers and Paddle Pop!

Putt being demanding

My man, My hero.

December 26th, 2009

Its has been exactly 27 days since I've been in a relationship with Ridzuan Ahmad. Although it looks like the word 'days' play its role pretty obvious, I still look at them as the best moments of my life. Every second the love I had for him grows stronger. Not less. And I thank God for giving me one of his best creations, Nur Ridzuan bin Noor Ahmad (:

Perhaps you would be delighted to know how it all started. (or not) One way or another, I'm still going to tell you the story. I know, I'm demanded. Live with it suckers.

It was on November 23rd on the same year. It was a sunny day and I'm bored. Lys was suppose to take me out for movies but typical typical old Lys canceled the plans last minute. It was a pity moment full of anger because I waited for her like half an hour or so. Then I walk my way up to the computer and log into my Facebook account.

I was browsing, replying comments, blogging until.. I saw the friend request icon on the upper right side of the page. I click it and saw the name; Ridzuan Ahmad. Mutual friends; plenty. Okay, better approve and without hesitations, I did.

Then I open up his page to thank him for the add. Its one of my courtesy and lame effort of saying Hello and make friends. It worth the time after a few minutes when he replied and being all goody two shoes back. Oh great, friendly people. I love!

He introduce me this one song, Surrender by Billy Talent and luckily for him, I was desperate for a good tune. So I log into my 4shared and download it immediately. I love it, still do. Then we exchange our IM email and chat-ed about 3 hours or so until he ask for my phone number. Its one of the funniest moment of my life.

"Can I have your number? You know, in case nak ajak you makan satay ke?"

I laugh my ass off over the excuse that he manage to came up with in matter of minutes or perhaps seconds. So I gave him mine and forgot to ask for his. It cost me two days of staying by the phone in case he gave me a ring. But no luck.

Few days later, we met again on the IM. We chatted for hours until I caught him flirting, obviously. That is why people call me Hitch, ladies and gentlemen. As a real man's man, he admit his defeat and confess that he was in fact, flirting.

We started to rely on text message and phone calls when we both had to go back to our hometown for Raya but we manage to blew each other away and so on the 30th of November, 2009, the words finally came out of his mouth or his fingers as he was actually typing.

"Putt, be my gf?"

And as romantic and unique way of asking, and after countless of inhaling the inhaler and trying so hard to breath normally, I said "YES".

Now, here we are. 27 days after, still in love and hopefully will be in love, forever.

Sayang, thank you for being you, for loving me, accepting me the way I am and definitely, thank you for the add (:

We used to be the same person in two different places, now we're an item which everyone adores and hate at the same time. Lets embrace the moment as they bite their nails in jealousy.

ALYSSA motherfucking MUNIRAH, please come home.

cause you're precious

Forget about formal English or lame words, from today onwards; sophiecantdance is only readable to certain people. Private is the new black. And you girls, are the new bitch.

Bravo little girl. Top notch. Job well done.

Up top.

For now, this blog is only readable to my boyfriend, Ridzuan Ahmad. This blog is my private diary and only him has the access to the whole thing.

Sayang, this one's for you.

I'm sorry for the mess I've made and I promise I'll clean it up. Thank you for always be there with me and for me. I love you so much. Till death do us apart.

wake up and smell the coffee

Remember back in the days when we love to have sleepovers and comb our hair while watching cartoons and laugh our ass off while watching Mr Phua speaking bad Minglish (Malay-English)? I miss those days. We used to dance off while singing the school song and act all senior-y to all our juniors. We love to stand tall holding our face too high so no one could step on our heads and being bitchy behind our back. We used to promised each other that no matter what happens, we always got each others' back and always wish each others' luck. This one is for you L, good luck in UK. You'll survive little one.

Eh kau pehal kacau boyfriend aku?
No I didn't.
Eh dudette, supp? Problemmo bitcho?
Jangan sibuk boleh? Its between me and her.
Her who? Yang ni? Sorry, we're a package.
Fine. (walks away)
Being brave?
Nah, just act like one. Hahaha.
Coolies bitcho, love you muchoo.
Ah, fucko you-o. Hahaha
Pfft

Language ladies. I miss you muchoo stinky-o.

yumster

This what happens when you had too much
of Paddle Pop milkshake. You go all Gaga, Vrrooomm
and Lalala. Come on, do the Power Rangers pose with me.

Rascals

I shall name you, Ginger.

Since half of my family members are Ailurophobics, I am not allowed to have cats. If you don't know what Ailurophobic is, there's this thing called Google. Look it up.

Its really weird because I was born to be one of them but I guess after years of growing up without one, I've realize something. I need one. Seriously. I've been afraid of furry things/animals that moves for ages now.

Its time to suck it up and embrace it.

This might explain the weird dream I had: I was a black and white cat and I help my master to find a missing diamond. Weird enuff? Here comes the best part, my master is Beyonce. I know, weird. -.- But thats what you get when you watch Pink Panther over and over again.

What you see is what you get

This special post is dedicated to Little Miss Stalker and Miss I'm-so-afraid-I'll-have-no-friends-left.

Get a life. Seriously.
You can thank me later.

love

Yes, I love them. And I am not ashamed!

Now don't you?

Oh yes, yes I do.

Another week like this, I swear you'll be seeing me looking like them.

I know, the picture scares me too. Imagine me, looking like this. Confirm, Ridzuan Ahmad lari. Hahahaha. Anyway, since I have a looooooooooooooooooooooonggg holiday in my hands, I've decided to prepare myself a list of things I want to do before I continue working/studies/etc.

TADA!

1. Go wall climbing for three days in a row.
   
2. Skydive, if possible and if they have one spot safe enough for me to jump.
3. BOYS, lets paintball!
4. Go fishing and catch a big fish.
5. Buy myself something nice.
6. Improve guitar skills. Hehehe ;)
7. Try not to get a haircut no matter what or how much money they bribe me with.
8. Update tumblr.
9. Watch as many DVDs as I can.
10. Get a part time job. Need more of them greens.
    
11. Improve manual driving.
12. Went out for movies with The Brother.
13. Visit/go meet old friends.
14. Paint nails-Rainbow during PMS.
15. Help The Mum with house chores.
16. Improve cooking/baking skills.
17. Jump on the trampoline for at least half an hour.
18. Hang out at the mall.
19. Ruin Qie's life by saying harsh and nasty things everyday ;)
20. Sleep.

Oh how inspirational , xo

woff

When I touch your hand
It's then I understand the beauty lives within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way whenever comes a day
No matter where I go I always feel you so

- Michelle Branch, Everywhere.

Ladies and gentlemen, I am officially worn out. Seriously, I am so tired.. I could barely open my eyes! But I got my specs, so I'm good. Hopefully I could stay awake until the end of this post. Everyone seems to be sick. High fever, vomit, dizzy and their face looks like Harry Potter's face when he feels pain on his scar. So pale and sad. That's it, no holiday for me. *cries*

Ridzuan Ahmad to the rescue?!

Oh and I feel so out of breath these days, seriously. I need to run full course fast. I want to run full course. I demand to run full course. Lets run full course. Hahaha. Sorry, I am so lame. I guess you're used to it already. Ps, Pa thanks for the shoe! Lovin' them. Still wearing.. not taking it off. Na'uh!

Whatever, oh chh-chh-check it out!

I wanna I wanna I wanna

121ohh121

Dear boyfriend,

please,

stop being so goddam cute!

two is better than one

Its Tuesday. Gahh, the holidays are still counting but well unfortunately it seems so endless. I know, its very ungrateful of me to whine cause I know theres a lot of you guys out there who are dying to get a day off. But trust me, having them in packs equals total pain. I need to grab hold of those pens and papers. Now let this brain of mine working already! So need to get a job, pronto!

If you could came up to me and ask what I want for my birthday, I would say a cat. A grayish black furry cat and I shall name him Night. Cool, I'll be the next Sabrina only older and way uglier. *grin* Oh I've watch The Grinch on HBO yesterday and apparently I'm looking forward for it again today. I had a good laugh, seriously.

The Mom, The Dad, The Little Sister and The Younger Sister went out with a mission : Out to buy The Younger Sister's school appliances and should be back before lunch time with lunch. Can I demand for an apple pie oh noble one? Well, perhaps not.

Oh well then, The Boyfriend should get me one. Hehe

Sisterhood of the traveling pants, here I come.

Boyfriend Part 4

MY BOYFRIEND, WITH HIS SENSE OF HUMOR
he makes me laugh all the time. seriously. I can't remember a single day gone
by, being mad at him. he knows how to make me laugh, smile and
blush with humor. oh and he could imitate cartoon voices.

Boyfriend Part 3

MY BOYFRIEND, & HIS KINDNESS
he cares about others. I'm sure everyone agrees cause that's
what people kept on telling me. If something happen,
they'll definitely kill me or perhaps at least spank my ass.

Boyfriend Part 2

MY BOYFRIEND, THE CORNY DUDE
seriously, he is by far the corniest boy I've ever dated.
Don't get me wrong, its a good thing. In fact,
its awesome. Love you, xo.

Boyfriend Part 1

MY BOYFRIEND, THE ROCK STAR
seriously, you should hear him play.
Aw, thank God he is MINE.

ch-ch-check it out

Bangles collection from Nina Kimi.

She rocks my fashion sense

I got this from Nina Kimi blog page.

This my friends, is why I love the most about online shopping. Nina Kimi in specific. I've always love their gladiators and ouh of course fancy accessories. Its awes! Trust me, go and check it out and find something for yourself. Oh man, I'm like one of those die hard fans.

Qie, you see that pictures up there. Yeah, thats the birthday list from me to you. Get that and I swear, I love you forever. Literally :P

Hello Sexy

Batman
Bruce Wayne
Micheal Keaton

Go dec

R : haha.. b nak tau x, mama (his grandmother) ckp, cucu menantu sms ke..
P : hahahaha. cucu menantu malu dah :'D
R : cucu sendiri pon malu dh ni..

The Brother is not doing so good today, so the house seem so quiet which doesn't happen often. But lets not be selfish. As a proud, cute and totally loving sister who adore her one and only brother, I am actually worried about him. He's so hot I mean, his body is so hot and the temperature, high. But I'm just a sister with a driving license but no car to drive her poor brother to the clinic. Luckily for him, The Younger Sister or so we call the future nurse could take care of her and The Dad is not working. So the poor elder sister doesn't seem so helpless anymore.

Hula Monday

Its boring Monday again. Well, perhaps its too early to tell. The Dad took a week off starting from today. So meeting The Boyfriend this week is 90 percent impossible. Its okay, lets embrace it.

The holidays has been amazing so far. Stressing but good. But I guess it all will end soon. Since everyone already started college. Qie is busy with Taylors, the three musketeers are busy climbing and sucking their thumbs, the girls with their upcoming final papers, Fa is back in KTT. Who else? Semua orang okay. But baby Shafie is off home soon. Yes, I'll be flying my way to Hartamas soon. Hopefully soon won't cost me anything.

You, yeah you. I don't like you biatch. Stay away. Far faaaaaaaaaaarrr away :'(

Oh and its Monday, I want to hula hoop!


PS/ Syg, rindu.

don't take a step back

Sometimes all I really need is time. Time for me to embrace and accept certain things slowly and being able to absorb.

Sometimes all I really need is space. A place to be alone for me to be able to think everything through.

Sometimes all I really need is changes. Changes to make me a better person.

Sometimes all I really need is a reality check. To keep reminding me of what I had had and what I will achieve.

Sometimes all I really need is hope. Hope that gives me a little taste of what He had install for me.

Sometimes all I really need is to laugh. So all my depression could fly away with the wind.

Sometimes all I really need is companion. Someone to guide me through hardship and always stand by me to tell me everything will be alright. Someone who can stood by me after years gone by.

Sometimes all I really need..

is you.

009

I has been a fun ride, but this has to end.

- putt being so unrealistic for the time being.

Them prettats with flat asses!

Blake Lively, I know there's a million girls out there
who is dying to to be as pretty and as gorgeous as you.

But sorry,
I'd kill to be like Ellen Page.

XO.

+)

If you're going away, please take me with you.

-boyfriend.

notes 007

"If I did or say something wrong, find a way to tell me."

- Putt being best friends with her emotions.

Now be jealous

Here here, the picture of gifts that my boyfriend, Ridzuan Ahmad made for me.

Here's a close up!

Its Lily(s), I prefer Roses but now I think I've started to
love them. PS This is hand made. Tak main lah beli beli okay.

And this,
TADA!

Those orange thingy are notes. Love notes. Which
is absolutely adorable.

Thanks SAYANG. Me love you.

Ape? AQILAH? ;)

Oh its Saturday. I hate Saturdays! Its so, Saturday-ish. Saturday Saturday Saturday.

P : Its lazy Saturday, can you drive any slower?
Q : I thought it should be lazy Monday? And yes, I could. Wanna see?
P : Erh, stop being so effing annoying and drive faster.
Q : Ooo someone is a little grumpy.
P : Yes, if I'm a dwarf, I'll be grumpy. With pleasure. Now step on it biatch.
Q : Okay okay.

P : The bloody microphone won't work and I spill coke on my bloody shirt.
Q : You should stop using the word bloody. Seriously.
P : Fine. The effing microphone won't work and I spill coke on my effing shirt.
Q : Oh that too.
P : The freaking microphone won't work and I spill coke on my freaking shirt.
Q : Nah, sounds freaking weird.
P : WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FROM ME?

That and I love this.

Q : The dude told me that the girl in the red shirt is effing hot but her boyfriend is a nerd case.
P : What?
Q : I said, the dude told me that the girl in the blue shirt is so hot but her boyfriend so tak hot.
P : (feeling a little weird but curious) Come again?
Q : The girl, tuu tuu *pointing* is so tak hot but her boyfriend, pehh serious shit punya hot.
P : *giggle* Who told you that?
Q : My brother.
P : Cranks up laughing.

BOOOYAH. Here's my revenge!

To you technology

Dear my beloved labby, LOLA.

I remember the first time I saw you,
Oh so mesmerizing, so intriguing,
so.. soo.. so white. Yes, white!

Then I got to touch you,
So soft, so delicate, very fragile..
Oh the first time my fingers touches your keys,
I felt so happy, so connected to you,
until I found out that the bluetooth is not working properly.
Okay, that seriously pisses me off.

But takpa, I love you anyway,
So I installed few bloody security protections.
To protect you from those bastards virus,
I hug you when I go to sleep,
I pamper you and protect you from the sun,

Oh tapi, is this the way you're repayme?
By being so bloody complicated,
and leads to me - cursing you day in and out.
is this what you really want?
Please, lets work out our differences,
before I get myself a new one.

A bright red, Nokia notebook,
Soft and slick.
What? Jealous now?
SO WHY DONT YOU WORK PROPERLY NOW?

Your upset owner, xo.

good girl gone bad

Today is a good day. Thank you pretty baby (!). He made me flowers using red papers with sweet words on them. He also wrote small notes and put them inside a bottle. It was the sweetest thing. I swear to God, if I'm alone I'd cry reading it. That's the cutest thing about Ridzuan Ahmad. The man with full of surprises. I love.

We usually exchange gifts; at least exchange the things we own or owned so we won't much each other very much. Its not helping though, I still miss him. Do you miss me? :P

I got a few things from him. I'm going to post pictures later. For now, please excuse me. I don't feel so good.

A Guy Like You

you light me up and then I fall for you
you lay me down and then I call for you
stumbling on reasons that are far and few
I'd let it all come down and then some for you

pretty baby don't you leave me
I have been saving smiles for you
pretty baby why can't you see
you're the one that I belong to
I'll be the embrace that keeps you warm
for you're the sun that breaks the storm
I'll be alright and I'll sleep sound
as long as you keep comin' around,



oh pretty baby

and I know things can't last forever
but there are lessons that you'll never learn
oh just the scent of you it makes me hurt
so how's it you that makes me better

why can't you hold me and never let go
when you touch me it is me that you own
pretty baby oh the place that you hold in my heart
would you break it apart again... oh pretty baby

, with love. xo

Lousy Day

Here's a morning shout out : STREMYX, YOU SUCK!

There, now I'm glad that doesnt bother me anymore. Oh and yes Arda, tumblr is much much better. Bengang gua beb. -.-"

Anyway, this post is for F. Yes yes, no mentioning names. But F, you know who you are boy.

You are an amazing person. The way you talk, the way you laugh even your voice every time you sing. But don't blame yourself when things doesn't go like the way you plan it. Just know that you have people around who loves you, adore you and care for you. People like me, like them. Things don't always change because of the things you've said. No worries. I'm here. You know my number and I'm still your friend. P

Oh and I'd kill to be Ellen Page!

Ghool

No L comes Q. Loves, xx.

Qie : Mother f**ker, I'm home! Hella. Hahahah
Putt : Shesh, I pray for Kelantan to make a lady out of you. I hate it when I'm wrong.
Qie : In your face. Hehe anyway I brought back some batik for you.
Putt : For me or my mum?
Qie : You. Its prettaaaay.
Putt : Smexy?
Qie : Smashing.
Putt : Adorable?
Qie : Lets not push it out of the robe this time okay. Do you want it?
Putt : Sure, drop by later.
Qie : No problemmo bitcho.
Putt : So, hows Kelantan?
Qie : Boring as usual.
Putt : Eleh kau, letak Pavilion pun kau boring. So sama je.
Qie : Mother f**ker. And its not a compliment.
Putt : Its a bad word Qie.
Qie : Says who?
Putt : Mua. Duh.
Qie : Why so?
Putt : Huh?
Qie : Pehal kau blur semacam ni!
Putt : Sorry, Mother f**ker is bad for your vagina.
Qie : *cranks up laughing*
Putt : Heh, you make me feels like a clown.

Sorry Qie, it just came up to me like BANG! Haha. But there you go. What you see is what you get.

Youuu youuu biatchhh

Okay, blogspot is being a bitch! I hate you, seriously. Tumblr, Mummy's home and I'll never leave you again. Literally speaking.

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU!

Today, is a good day. No wait, its a perfect day. I'm not sure such words could be used but booo, watch me. I had a great time with Syg<3. Psst, being with him makes any dull day become so cheerful and bright. Wah!

You make the sun come up on a cloudy day<12345678910

Seriously, I have no intention of making you jealous with this post but I guess a little jealousy could work. Hehe well when you have a boyfriend like Ridzuan Ahmad<3, you know what I mean. To you he might seem so ordinary but in my eyes, he is a man's man. My man. So hands off suckers! :P

Anyway, as usual he would fetch me at home and he even open the door for me. Oh he knows how to pamper his precious princess. He knows how to love me well enough to hold my hands while he was driving. Well enough to stare at my face during random moments. Well enough look deep into myself and say those magical three words. Well enough to adore me and make me his. I'm not sure if I'm describing it right but there you go.

Dear R: Thank you for the amazing moments you're willing to share, thank you for loving me more than you love yourself which I totally had nothing to do with :P and thank you for being so amazing. I hope that Dungun will not change my big boy<3 style="text-align: center;">Caption : His Mom kasi, aww thank you Ibu. Ops, Auntie :P

Vrooomm Vrooooomm

Its Monday! Me love Mondays. I know, sounds weird yes. Since I used to be the one who hated it so much. But yada yada yada you judge too much.

Pop out randomness : Oh I very much like to watch Nim's Island. Macam best!! :O

Anyway, boyfie<3 is coming over. YEEEEHHAAAA! We're planning on spending time together before he's off to Dungun. Shesh just typing the word stressed me out. *sad face*

Oh by the way, bye J. You're leaving us soon. Feels like its just yesterday you ran across the field with the water gun on your hand screaming "I'm gay!". You little pervert, little pain and goodbye thunderstorm on sunny day. HAHAHA! Bye J!

J : I'm going to miss you dudette.
P : Aw, I'm going to miss you too. NOT! Hahahah
J : Come on, don't be so mean young lady.
P : Sorry old man. While you're there, don't forget to find yourself a true love. You need one.
J : Oh since you've found one, you think I need one la?
P : Yes, you can't go around and say "Eh you're pretty" to every girl you met. This is not high school J. Live with it.
J : Mana tau I found one like Jessica Alba?
P : Good luck with that (being sarcastic)

Epic

I've updated my blog layouts! Check it out ;)

-AfqhRMLI.

Si Pemalas Update Blog

Its lazy Sunday. I don't feel like leaving the house today, but I had to. At least find some where to go, but I doubt if I'm allowed to. Pfft, its so bloody complicated and I still felt bad about having my boyfriend<3 to drive all the way from Ampang just for a visit. Sorry Syg<3 I laff laff you-h. Hehe

Okay, since Arda and Naa had completed their SPM and say goodbye to high school I am obliged to come and visit them in KL. I'm not sure how but I'll find my way girls. Naa, new year like last year boleh? ;)

Quick update (yang I sumpah malas nak elaborate)

1. Niena, my lovable very kind very nice sister kena ragut. Oh whoever you are yang did that to my sister, you better pray for a miracle sebab if I found out who you are, I swear to God I'll kill you with my bare hands! Literally.

2. My cousins; Abang Rafiq, Balqiah, Faiq and Ejad is hospitalized about two days ago. Car accident. Pfft, sumpah bengang dengar. The other driver yang hit their car tu dah la takda license then try to potong dekat double line. Pergh, serious shit la, if I know who you are I patah kan tangan you and then keluarkan your brains pastu pijak pijak. Get it? (Ish kerja nak kerjakan orang je girlfriend Wan<3 ni :P)

Anyway, I miss Syg<3. You havta come and visit me tomorrow and bring Mr Big along. Yes people, Mr Big dah ada tuan baru. I'm sure he's happy. Hehe

Syg<3 , hugssss!

PS/ nak ice cream :'(

No, F you

Okay, reality is catching up pretty fast. Reality, go away

Us

MSN is triggering my anger. Saya sangat tak suka awak MSN! Bluek :( Ah tak nak kawan!

I'm tired. I couldn't open my eyes anymore. I kept whining and yawning during dinner and I don't think The Dad adore this behavior of mine. Oh and thanks for making me run few laps too. I needed that. Maybe we could do that again tomorrow. (I am not being sarcastic. We call this positive thinking)

My back hurts, like a 46kg girl just sat on me. Wait, memang pun. Terima kasih Iya, awak memang adik yang baik. So tonight, you owe me a massage ;)

I notice my hair is getting longer but slowly lah. Its fine as long as the will to cut it short tak datang lagi, so I'm good. I, Puteri Afiqah hereby swear will never cut/trim my hair ever again. Unless I get paid to do so or being held against my will. I love the flow right now. Hair, oh hair me love you.

Note to self :

• Stop biting your nails.
• Clean the room.
• Buy a new book.
• Fix the way you laugh. Its hideous,seriously.
• Stop being a pain to your boyfriend before he ran off. Haha
• Floss.
  
• Clean closet.

mama, sakit :(

all abord?

Brother is off to school for his second last paper and still haven't come home, Iya had manage to drag herself into dreamy world and boyfriend is out with some friends. I am at home, stinky cause I haven't had enough will to drag my lazy ass to the bathroom for at least a quick shower, my thumbs is still bleeding no thanks to my stupidity towards logic thinking, my hair looks like you can hide your keys in it and my purse is not getting any thicker. Can life be any more unpleasant, depressed and any more hurtful? Perhaps. *sob.

I think I need a nap since I'm not feeling very well today, my body is still itching due to my stubbornness and mengada-ness of eating shrimps even after being warned by The Mom, I haven't did any house chores today, I owe Iya an apology for letting her do the laundry and the baking alone and apparently never stop whining.

I ask if Qie could come over for a chat or tea but she can't cause Law class is at 3 and Lys well.. Lys is being Lys. Every time I throw myself at the bright blue bed of mine and trying so hard to shut my eye, I could just imagine the look on The Mom and The Dad not to mention the harsh words coming from The Baby Sister Nana's mouth when they got home and look at the mess.

"Ish tak patut.."

I SERIOUSLY NEED TO DRAG MY ASS OUTTA THE HOUSE!! SOMEBODY, PLEASE I BEG OF YOU. SAVE ME! - Putt being dramatic.

Off

Look at my new blog layouts, isn't it colorful and BRIGHT? Kaaaaaann? *put on the naughty smile and a wink*. Now I am eager to blog. Its a good thing right? I finally decided to put some colors to my dull life and kicking it old school. The new Power is in the building.

Are you up for the rides?

R

Every word coming from you hugs me tighter and tighter every minute of the day <3

my lips like sugahh

No thanks to my sleeping problems, I've been spending the last 3 hours sleeping. On and off. I know, I should seriously refer to some pro or something before I start being delusional and start talking to myself like a madman. Wow, I even scare myself.

Anyway, I am currently counting the days to my big 2-0. I can't wait to leave all the 11-19 digits and move on to a higher level. I know with powers comes big responsibilities. Eh, salah salah. I mean, the older I get the more privileges I'll get from The Dad. Wait, that's not right. Ala everything comes in packlah. Oh you know what I mean! Bottom line is, I'll be older, cuter and still kicking hard. *do the Power Rangers pose*

L : When is your result coming out?
P : I don't want to know. Seriously, I felt so annoyed bila dengar the effing word.
L : Sorry. Why are you kept smiling all the time anyway?
Q : Oi, the girl is in love. Do have to ask everything?
P : Mums the word, eat your heart out. In your face Lys.
L : Okay okay fine. So about the result..
Q : Dia dah mula dah..
P : Lets just ignore her can we Qie?

Q : Okay, so. The big 2-0. Any plans? I've covered half of the wish list except for the apartment with a big pool. Well I think that's just bullshit.
P : Wow, you're bragging but I'm impressed that you actually pay attention.
Q : I was actually, the whole bloody time. I dont ask questions like the goodie two shoe over there.
P : Where? Is she the one talking to herself. Damn, I felt sorry for Amer.
Q : Yeah me too.
L : Hello, you do realize that if the result is bad not that I'm saying it will be or anything, you might not be able to even have the big 2-0?
P : Wow, when it comes to crashing dreams and fading hope. You're a master.
Q : Not after the other day when she ask what comes after O.

sexy converse

Encik Ramli dan Puan Raja Nazimah, dengarlah seruan anak daramu yang
sangat comel dan baik niii..

Yours Truly : Mama, nak Converse baru *wide smile full of hope*.
Mama : Converse tu apa?
Yours Truly : *Sigh, kasut. Macam nii.. (tunjuk gambar)
Mama : No no, kasut dah banyak.
Yours Truly : Awh maaaaannn *sad face*

So, I demand a new Converse for my birthday. Capishe'?
Wow, pushy gila -.-

*cries*

Saya sangat sayang boyfriend saya <3