ask them questions

why is people in malaysia has to be so dramatic? okay, maybe my words are too harsh? yes. definitely. okay, lets fix that. why does every tv station thinks that playing with peoples' emotion give them good ratings? mummy said that everyone is being selfish. we can't quite point out who and why. this things disturbs me and this is what i mean by "i think a lot" that i mentioned before.

i have problems with unwanted things. and you know whats worst? i don't even know what that sentence means. quite scary maybe? all i'm saying is that, i am the type of person who won't take your craps. like why do you have to debate over something people don't really care about? mcm this particular reality show now showing on tv. they even have debates (and if you know which, please just ignore me okay?)

why?

talking about devotion

have you heard? i was told by yana that andy estranged is seeing marsha! i wanted to cry, actually i already did! i cried! i did :( i am so upset. cey talking about obsessed fans? i called ly and ask if she had heard, and she cried as well. haha we're so pathetic yes? :D

talking about marsha, there she is! agrhhhh :( here comes the tears, here comes the tears. gemok, i need a hug! aaaaaa, benci la mcm ni. benci benci. i am so upset, it makes me hungry. gemok says, andy was just a phase. and its true. come to think of it, its funny. haha

anyway, i so need a life. i did nothing but study and hangs with my man (and i'm not saying you're boring and all). we had fun but i need my foes! mana afifth? he went offline every time now. not like we're first friend. did i say something wrong? and ly, yawn, na and jo is busy with their studies. i am so upset. i want to go back, cry and cry some more and force gemok to make me a sandwich. and gemok promised me to take me some where special after his exams. thank you.

btw, didi you rules!

we are who we say we are

i am confused. so confuse i rather die. no, seriously. i can't understand a lot of things, even the simplest thing on other people's mind. what, now i'm stupid? good. just what i'd like to find out days after accounts.

i hate knowing my priority without doing them. its like, i know i have to aced my accounts or at least pass it, but i can't seem to put my mind in the books and mimed those calculations. too many t ledgers to open, journals to filled and accounts to be balance. not to mention those bank recons, discounts, business. how pathetic is this? i haven't even receive my diploma but now i'm already confused and i'm still upset about brother using my flops to play football. that's just so inconsiderate. i am upset!

my mind is so disturbed! i feel like shouting on people faces but i can't and that gave me migraines. i miss yani, but she hadn't been replying text. she's busy with exams and stuffs. and mummy said that nowadays i tent to get so lazy. she said i could name something that would some how bring back my moods, i want those gladiators maaaaaa. pleaseeeeeeeee!

still, she said no. why do the world has to be so unfair and i have to be so spoiled? :(

Glads! Glads! Glads!

have you seen the nina kimi's handmade majesta gladiators? its a real beauty! it is i tell you. i found her web from a mag yana bought few days ago. what could i say? its the best promotion skills. anyway, i'd love to get my hands on those glads! its a real beauty, haven't i told you that? oh man, what ever it is, you could check out for more glads, flops and stuff on her web. its on the right side link of my blog. enjoy, cause i know i do!

to a brighter future!

you know what amuse me? i know, a lot! but i recently found that there's one thing that never fails to make me laugh. two of my friends (it is rude to write out names) english assignments. i mean, it looks okay but grammatical error every where! i know, mine wasn't that great but just let me blog about this okay. i know, might seem a little mean to you but man let me blog about it. i have enough guilt with me now. don't pressure !

okay, i was wondering around sha's documents in her labby cause i usually found something interesting in it. then i came across this particular file. obviously it was someone's assignments. group assignments actually. i started reading, i laugh and laugh and eventually laugh again!

Q : What do you feel when you come late to class?
A : Almost all feeling the same but no student like late to class. we must respect lecture.

like i said, i am no teacher but it make us all laugh and reading the whole passage gave me migraine. and there's a lot more from where that came from. but guys, pardon me i wasn't trying to be rude or supportive but you know thanks for all the good laughs. you guys know i love you.

i stole a glance of the losing side and found out that i'm actually winning

first and foremost, i am not sorry. for what i've said or done. it was my choice to do so and i have reasons. my path is clear, its best if you just go away and move on. i will too, i promise.

i am so grateful i have such wonderful friends. of course we're not the same person but still, they're always there when i need them the most. i have reach its peak where my heart is sealed closed and apparently i've lost the key. but i'm glad its over. i am glad i got the support and i'm glad that i'm glad about being glad. fullstop.

i should thank yawn, for showing me the most obvious things and stick by it. for making me almost of who i am today and tell me everything is okay and i have nothing to worry about. how i wish i am as strong as you. afifth, even though you have exam tomorrow, still have the strength and care to reply my text and oh you owe me a hug. i need it so badly i could cry.

pan, for telling me that i worth a lot more than any slut or any girl in this world and even though you just want to make me felt better but i'm glad. and my sister in law (sha, aiem's (abg) gf) for saying such sweet things. i just need a hug!

and you, you're just one sick coward and hopefully karma will catch up with you soon.

happy birthday little blondie

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAH
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday little blondie
happy birthday to you

not so little now aren't you? you used to look so innocent with those nerdy specs and myspace smile. now you're still taller, still a good looking boy i know 3 years ago. so what you're hair color change or even your style. or the fact that little mo now has a girlfriend. everyone grow older, but you grow better. good luck in everything you do. i hope to see you soon.

__ you're klcc bridge.

april fool-much

reminiscing the day during the past april fools , i admit i am the biggest jerk you'll ever met. haha trust me, BIGGEST. those april fools joke i put on people maybe not bruise a friendship but left a painful scar on your heart. haha

i am the best pranker, and obviously the worse friend! haha i pull pranks on everyone, including my mum and dad. but not baby brother, he's good. haha so this year, like every other year, i choose to continue my bad culture with my new friends. trust me, it ain't pretty. at first, i wasn't planning to do so, at all. but then i found out about the prank that odan put on sha that night at 12 sharp. but as smart as girls could be, with the help of my big brother aiem, we manage to prank him back. i mean, she manage. but of course, i get the honor of shouting "APRIL FOOL!" out loud, and God it felt good! hahaha

then later that evening, after we got back from Warta for our daily man seek routine, we went to the cafe to buy some drinks. i then receive a phone call; its weird cause i don't always receive a phone call at 7. so, i look at the phone and it was my dear friend, Naim. i've known this dude since we're 17 and it so happens that we're in the same college, so we're pretty much a close call. so what the heck, i pick it up. but on the other line was some guy, he said that naim had a fight with a bunch of other boys and were hospitalize at kajang hospital. he sound so damn serious doh! i swear to God, i do believe it till i broke down and cried. so i hung up the phone and dial odan's number and see if he could send me to that particular hospital. but before i manage to reach odan, naim called, again ; laughing and said APRIL FOOL out loud with his friends cheering at the back.

in his defense, he said that one; he'll never get into fights with anyone. and oh, its true. two; i'm not even sure if there is a hospital in kajang. but all i could say is, you got me fooled and thank you. beware cause the minute i saw you, you're dead boy. you hear me?! dead!

due to my selfishness cause i've been april fooled, i decided to do it on someone else. my victim, yana! haha i kept thinking about what would drive her crazy, and believe me. i about everyone else would know what it is. so, i took her phone and stole pan's number. now this is how me and pan know each other! haha so i recalled yana ordering a lingaphone but hasn't finish up her payment and the sales man kept calling her ever since. so i seek for pan's help. i gave him all the information but unfortunately, he failed to deliver it well. so at the end of the day, i cried, i've been pranked and its all karma baby! haha

love you all too bits

its official

i am listed in nas's 10 people he love most. HAHAHA! not that i bothered about it, but thanks boy. you iney miney moo man! haha

see :

9. Member2 Kolej dan Luar yg Best dan sgt2 friendly.
Nana, Mira, Diana, Wanie, Azmah, Qila, Yana
Put, Syaz, Syafilla, Anis, Kak Lyn, Intan, Fatin,
Nadzirah, Wawa, Sarah, Alisa, Nik, Alifa, Fifi, Ika
Izan, Farra, Zol, Afith, Ejat, Jiji, Abg Lan, Sheera

hehe, *proud!* :D

now, i shall choose nas to be on my top 10 as well. haha, and btw nas, love the new hair. no more trimming boy, you're fine the way you are! now go find yourself a new girlfriend and live happily ever after.