Arwah Mak We'

As Malaysia is busy spreading news about the death of Arwah Yasmin Ahmad, my grandmother were fighting for her life since yesterday. Daddy told me that she was admitted to the hospital yesterday and this morning, he went with Mummy for a visit (Melaka). Since we didn't have our family car with us, Daddy decided not to let us tag along.

As I was busy enjoying my date with Adam Brody in Italy, God took her away from me. I was told that she passed away about 5-6 pm. To be honest with you, I kinda used to this mellow-ish feeling and I am not sure if I should've said that. Nenek (great grandmother) passed away earlier this year. But this? No one saw it coming.

Don't ask me how I am doing. Cause that'll be so stupid of you. It's hard, really hard. But somehow I know it is harder for Daddy. I wish that I could be there for him and hug him through every moment. But I, yours truly wasn't there. I'm not even sure how to comfort him.

My relationship with my grandmother, Mak We' wasn't that close. I guess theres something I should keep it among my family and I. But Mak We' is a mother and she has a great son who seems to respect him and taught us how to respect her under any circumstances.

I felt devastated not to be able to visit her during Raya. Raya won't be the same without her and her kuih. They say I was her favorite grandchild. Since I was the chubbier. I guess what I'm going to miss most is the way she pinch my cheeks.

Mind my english. Goodbye.