Thursday, July 2, 2009

Enough won't cut it.

Sorry no picture. I don't feel like google-ing at all. Well actually I tried, but well it'll take forever to download. I am not a big fan of waiting. Yes, self centered indeed. Cheers.

To be honest with you, I am hungry. And one, I don't know why I felt like being honest about silly things and two, even if I lied about being hungry, I don't think it'll hurt anyone. Call me lame, but I was born along with it. So, yeah.

I actually had nothing to blog about really. I'm just bored. Dead bored. And I need some entertainment, fast. Video games, more movies and so on. And I need them fast, before I collapse into "I am so bored and lonely, now I feel so pathetic" hole. Yes yes, I am almost there.

Despite for being totally bored, I manage to watch few movies, yes again. Sepi. Sad sad malay movie. I cried when the character Imaan won't admit her boyfriend's loss. Sounds femiliar? Maybe. Maybe you (people in general, I mean) might not understand those kind of feelings. But someday, you will. And it hurts more than any heartbreaks and you'll find yourself sitting alone in a dark room (usually because sad people hate turning on the lights-which I am sure it's just dramatical effects which will never ever fool me) and cry. Can't sleep, refuse to go out, didn't eat and refuse to take a bath. When that happens, you'll turn from sad to smelly and pathetic. Kesian..

I watch PS I Love You again and oh Jeff, I so love you.

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