where the road would lead us now

right now i am sitting in front of labby doing exactly nothing. i watched danial on and offline for about three minutes now. couldn't have a proper conversation. adoi. earlier today na was telling me stories about bandung. sure i envy you little person. why wouldn't you take me along? now she's no where to be found. no longer online. mana la dia ni. fa and beck are busy talking about this guy yzn if you girls don't mind me mentioning his name. so i mcm reading while enjoying a cup of cold plain water, which i was not suppose to have. i am still waiting for people to come online, because i'm dead bored. seriously bored i even called yans and sha in ipoh. benci, gila rindu.

so i was browsing through myspace and i was observing shah's page. ops, nowadays people call him Mo. used to be a very good friend of mine. who came over at least once a year, at least! we'll go for a movies ke hang ke anything la. i've known him ever since he was this immature brat who wears specs and adore chris brown. then he turn gothic. so gothic that he scares me. but now, he's a blond stranger with a girlfriend. a grown man. hate to see him grow and leave :( i miss you brat!

now, danial has a problem. serious problems. in love with an ex is equals to being in love with the past. agree? yes no? YES. but i couldnt ever argue with dan. he has his own feelings. he's a risk taker. like afifth once said, like with taking any risk is not worth it. still agree with that. oh well. im here for you dann, always.