impulsive figure

tomorrow is wawa's birthday, so here goes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

perhaps not that special, but there you have it. see you tomorrow babe.

okay, im bored. add dead in between. i'm dead bored. having a car to drive won't kill boredom as well you know. it just kills you more. the fact that you got no place to go to is intensively insane. i hate holidays (well only when parents are working, now that amir is too busy with meetings and danial is no where to be found).

hariz is most probably am upset with me right now. no, not hariz my real brother, im talking about hariz the ex's best friend. i told him something, something perhaps too much for him to handle. oh well, i wouldn't expect a guy to understand a situation where he never been in. so whatever bro, suit yourself.

lets make point, well life isn't treating us fair enough. agree? well, maybe not. the fact that it isn't always on our side just make it seems even more darn complicated. everyone make mistakes, yes? i do. you do. everyone does. its obvious. by mistakes, we learn from it. takes time but you'll manage. wait, whats my point again? right, i've lost it.

i've made a major biggest mistakes of my life. its too late to learn from it, i know that. still, i admit it and i live by it. and now, i have to live with it for the rest of my entire life. being responsible is one thing, having responsibilities is another. okay, i've lost it again. shoot, the point is, i've made a mistake. thrice for that matter. so just do everyone a favor, forgive yourself and live with it.

i woke up today feeling sorry for myself, why? knowing that i've been living this life, not so fancy yet complete life while others suffers (im not just talking about Gaza or any war okay), in general. i mean don't you ever demand for a cute expensive outfit that you wanted so bad and you'd do anything to have it, and once you have it man, what do you really feel? of course i would say glad. but seriously, what?

i am known among my friends as someone who was trying to make so much point in one sentence. now i know its true. God, i think too much. but seriously what was really my point here. well, my point is that this is my blog and i could crap about anything i want. i could go shopping without feeling guilty these days, seriously.

today i decided to walk around amir's neighborhood to see if i have something interesting to blog. i could really find anything 'interesting'. instead i saw a bunch of kids sitting near the drains and make out. okay gross much. i mean do you really have to sit near the drains? and do you really have to make out in public? yuck. hear me out, get a room go to a hotel! i don't know. there are things which was suppose to be private and public places aren't the best place to show em. even amir shake his heads 5 friggin times. the last time i saw him doing that is when arsenal lost! serious case. teens, God. where are your manners. i know my manners aren't that perfect, but people like me are the ones who hides all the imperfections. if you're too horny, keep it to yourself or yet get married!

okay, im done.