Imagine.

some people wait their whole lives to find their soul mates. but not love and trust. childhood sweethearts, they could finish each others sentences and when they fought, they laugh.

no one could love and trust without each other. until the unthinkable happen, love's death devastated trust. life is for living, she realizes. but it always helps if theres an angle watching over you.

*****

this helps. i miss arwah so badly today ; no specific reasons for it. i have the right to cry as well. he is the closest person to me. a brother, my twins. irreplaceable, thats for sure. wanted to visit his grave, but im out of guts. by stepping in gives me the chill. but i miss him, he is by far the coolest best friend i could ever wish for.