Part 2.

tough times. i have problems in decision making, everyone know. now that proves that i cant be a good manager la kan. well, thats what we learn in fundamentals of mgt baby. ahh, im crapping.
somehow i felt my life has been improving today. i know how to appreciate myself even more and i dont have to worry about feeling that loneliness what so ever. i have friends now, not that i dont have them before. but real friends, you know. those who give us advice on obvious thing and never get tired of it. those who understands and appreciate us for who we are not who we're trying to be. life means much more now. it makes more sense. so its true what mummy always said. when God take someone from us, they always replace them with someone better. now i'm glad, and i thank God for that.

however, the lost of arwah still remains in everyone. met lys and we both cry over it. yes, even its been almost a year, we still did. the idea of having him around all the time, just make me felt needy. just by taking a glance of 7e and the corner of the road where we use to play just wetten our eyes. darn, we miss you. badly.

lys join me over at night. klcc sounds rather nice today ; sun moulin conquer our minds in a jippy. bought like 5 pack of sandwich (the best!) and head home. watching comedy and pampered ourselves with pore clenser on our nose, hot bath and stuff our mouth with those delicious made sandwiches. all i think about is ; i could do this all day and never to worry about things. a bliss.