say goodbye ignorance

note to self :
stop blaming others because they told on you stop being so bloody selfish stop being a pain to daddy stop putting mummy on roller coaster rides stop putting on long faces and pouts just to get off trouble

They called me the 'brave' one. The one who always get off the hook yet the same one who always gets the blame. I'm like Emma Roberts in wild child.. without the LV begs and Jimmy Choo's. Your no is my yes and your yes is my fucking yes. Although I could be really predictable, I could in some ways be a little mysterious and fucking believers.

I hate being all emo and post silly entries and laugh later on. I hate showing my weaker side.. being squashed by some anonymous. If you could see me right now, all you could see is a girl with eye begs. Ugly, sad, depressing, a little angry but still adoring. But I'm glad that even on my downright moments, I still have someone to depend on or at least giving me shoulder to cry on or telephone bills and what not. You know who you are.


So.. from today onwards, I declare you.. Mr Power. Cause no one deserve it, as much as you do. Im going to miss you so bad now. Shit, I miss you already :(

Now, lets put a stop to this madness.