we are who we say we are

i am confused. so confuse i rather die. no, seriously. i can't understand a lot of things, even the simplest thing on other people's mind. what, now i'm stupid? good. just what i'd like to find out days after accounts.

i hate knowing my priority without doing them. its like, i know i have to aced my accounts or at least pass it, but i can't seem to put my mind in the books and mimed those calculations. too many t ledgers to open, journals to filled and accounts to be balance. not to mention those bank recons, discounts, business. how pathetic is this? i haven't even receive my diploma but now i'm already confused and i'm still upset about brother using my flops to play football. that's just so inconsiderate. i am upset!

my mind is so disturbed! i feel like shouting on people faces but i can't and that gave me migraines. i miss yani, but she hadn't been replying text. she's busy with exams and stuffs. and mummy said that nowadays i tent to get so lazy. she said i could name something that would some how bring back my moods, i want those gladiators maaaaaa. pleaseeeeeeeee!

still, she said no. why do the world has to be so unfair and i have to be so spoiled? :(